Before we know it, 2009 is coming to an end.

The haunting past will still continue to haunt us, it doesn't
go away once the clock strikes 12.

JUST KIDDING.
HAHAHAHAHA.


Okay anyway seriously 2009 is ending.
As I speak, we're 11 hours and 19minutes away from a new year.

Looking back, 2009 has been an eventful year.

I bought a new desk 2 days ago, and it was delivered yesterday.
I dump all my small little toys/decors on top of it.

Ahead of me is a fairly big piece of paper, with my name on it
and severals Post-It. It was an activity back in the DPA Bintan Camp,
where we had to write whatever we want on Post-It, and paste it
on other people's "wall"

I read every note all over again, and promptly realized how much
I've gained, and lost.


The second major event was to integrate into my class.
To be plain honest, TT21 wasn't really very active
in class gatherings and stuffs.
I would attribute that to the fact that people feel closer
to their secondary school friends, like me.

Learning how to cope with school is another matter.
But it was fortunate that I had a headstart during DPA, so I wasn't such a
stranger to Poly.

Still, I HAVE NO CCA.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.



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Right.

Time check : 1.57AM

Just back from a " new year's eve " outing with hang and ting.
Only one word.

EMO.


LOL.
Even the Bangladeshi workers went in groups of 4 or more.
WE ONLY HAD 3.

Right. Before we went for our movie, we had dinner at Steak House.
Not too bad, at least I thought it's better than Pizza Hut. ( comparing the price )

Then we watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2

Freaking funny. Worth the 10bucks.
HAHA.


Oh, new year resolution.

MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION WOULD BE .............


TO THINK OF A NEW YEAR RESOLUTION FOR THE YEAR 2011 ^_^


My new year resolutions don't happen anyway, so what's the point -_-



Random, but.

Sometimes I just wonder if everything I knew is still that way.
Because many a times I find myself having doubts about every little thing.

Probably, history is repeating itself.
Sometimes I really wish I have Matt Parkman's ability.
Makes life so much easier.

It's 31st now !!!

Brand new year awaits, shall put 2009 behind me.
HAHAHAHAHA.

Eventful year, -,-

http://www.facebook.com/pages/The-Promise-xiang-ri-kui-de-yue-ding/253995855394?ref=mf#/pages/The-Promise-xiang-ri-kui-de-yue-ding/253995855394?v=wall&ref=mf

So that show I was talking about ( below ) is called The Promise.

Just finished watching the Channel U show.
Erm don't know the english title but a direct translation
would be " The Sunflower's Promise "

Not bad, really.

OooooooooooooooooooOooooooooooooooooooooo

Sometimes I really wonder the existence of this blog -_-

Shitty X'mas.

To top it off with a FUCKING LAGGY CONNECTION.

Okay so I went out with hang and wils to town for " countdown party "

We waited for around an hour or so, only to realize that we missed the countdown.
-_-

Christmas this year feels a little out of place.
Or is it us that are out of place?

Nevertheless, Merry Christmas !!!

Class BBQ tomorrow at ECP !!!

Ton session, bla bla bla.

BORED.

ZZZZ.

Holidays started, like 2 days ago.

Mum's been nagging me to find a job ._.

2 WEEKS NIA. WITH X'MAS AND NEW YEAR S-O-M-E-M-O-R-E.

HAHAHAHAHA.

Rotting continues ~

WOOT.

COMMON TEST IS OVER.
MUAWAHAHAHAHAHA.

WHAT'S AHEAD IS 2 WEEKS OF HOLIDAY !!!

*awkward silence*

....................................

Hmm... Holidays.
What can I do?

Finding Me Out - Friday Night Boys

Park my car right across from her house last night
Climb the tree just to see if she'd turn on the lights

Slipped and fell to the ground
I'm not sure but I
Think she saw me driving away

I think she knows what I'm trying to say

But I don't know how
She's finding me out
It's bringing me down
'Cause nothings as hard as the first time
I'm fooling myself
She'll never be mine
But still at night
She's finding me out
She's finding me out

Past her by in the hall
Felt my heart beat fast
Turned around and
I swear I saw her looking back

Walked my way
Thought she waved
But it wasn't me
Must have been to somebody else

Tried to hide it but I think she could tell

That I'm falling now

She's finding me out
It's bringing me down
'Cause nothings as hard as the first time
I'm fooling myself
She'll never be mine
But still at night
She's finding me out x2

She's beautiful
Popular
Scared that I don't belong in her world
I Can't sleep
When I can't believe
And I've got a feeling
That she's on to me
To me

She's finding me out
It's bringing me down
'Cause nothings as hard as the first time
I'm fooling myself
She'll never be mine
But still at night
She's finding me out
'Cause nothings as hard as the first time
I'm folling myself
She'll never be mine
But still at night
She's finding me out
Out
She's finding me out
Out

Hmmm new map for SUN is coming out soon.
But too bad it's the exam period now !!!

Shit it. Hai.
Not that I wanna play so badly...

Just need something to kill time.
EXCEPT. STUDYING.

I really love this song.
But I don't know why.
LoL.

Maybe it's because of the lyrics.

Sometimes in life there are certain things
you wished that you never knew existed.
And the last thing you want is to actually
understand what's beneath it.

Being humans, we often seek the easy way out.
And the easiest way ever known to man, is to avoid, pretend
and be oblivious towards it.

LOL.


Oh well.

First paper this saturday ~

MIEC I think.
Or something.
Wooot.

MIEC has quite a bit to memorize.
Shall dedicate my thursday and friday night for revising MIEC.
B-Stats isn't so bad, since it's only the first 4 chapters.
Nevertheless, I still hope to get like 37/40 or something.
Need that to pull up the overall score since it's for sure that
final exam will be a killer.

Started a bit on NSS. ITB, not yet.
Shall mug in school after lessons for this entire week.


That's pretty much life until end of common test ~
The end of a boring phase, and a beginning of another.

If life can be expressed as a Maths equation...

Let x = something
Let y = nothing
Let z = daily life

z = y OR z = x

x = y

Therefore z = x


Basically my current equation is z = y.
I need my y to become x.


Let nothing be something, because right now I have
nothing.

When you're on the bus not knowing where you're headed to,

When you're on the bus and the scenery glided by,

When you're on the bus and happened to stumble upon a familiar road,

When you're on the bus and wondering what you're doing,

When you're on the bus staring at your Ipod and wondering what song to play next,

When you're on the bus with a million thoughts running past your head,

When you're on the bus and gets so preoccupied with your thoughts that you didn't realize someone sat beside you,

When you're on the bus and didn't realize that the air-con is too cold,

When you're on the bus and didn't realize there's a drizzle,

When you're on the bus and everyone seems so far away from you,


What were your thoughts, when all these happened?