Yet another -CM lost.

Why keep losing ah?

One say is because of hero wise. One say is because of
team play wise.

Keep losing sia.



So after a couple of years, when you look back at
all the people you've met, there's always this
strange feeling tugging your heart.

It's not a matter of the stupid things you do
or say to people, it's the reason why you did that.

All the people, friends, crush, love or even enemies.
I often find myself laughing at those dumb reasons
for whatever hurtful stuffs I once said.
And also the sweet things I said.

Maybe it's a stage where we all have to go through,
but I think I'm being more and more void of emotions.
Hmm.

As compared to last time when everything had to go
by " feeling " or " instinct ", now everything happens for
a reason. If I can't see that reason, I won't do it.
I guess this is being realistic.