I am so surprised.

Today is one of the very rare days in my life.
I was hit by this feeling of guilt, which rarely happens.

I can't cover up my lies by labeling it as a white lie, it just
doesn't work that way.
I don't like to lie and similarly I don't like being lied to.
Yeah maybe 9/10 of the people across the globe have
the same mindset as me.

Therefore it won't work. I'm convinced that this method will
never work out for me.

The silent, seemingly harmless emotion that stirred up everything
within, is what we call guilt.

I can work doubly hard, I can knock every single door in the
neighbourhood, I can earn lesser and I can wait for months for people to join me in this
line.
But I can never trick people into joining me, I can never use lies to
achieve my aims and I certainly will not be satisfied with my achievement
if I use orthodox methods.

But the thing is, without lies you can't advance.
It's very clear. You need to lie.

If that's the case then just let it go and find another spot.
The world is so big.