I feel so shitty.
Yeah I know, not the first time. Anyway.

I feel like dropping myself on the bed for the next 48hours.
Rotting on it.
But I can't.
That's sad?
Have to finish up LMS tomorrow.
No room for frustration and feelings to kick in.

If anyone out there really think that they're strong emotionally,
PLEASE think twice.

You won't know how strong you are until you experience
when-all-the-shit-come-at-one-time.


I seriously wonder.
It's the second time I'm in this situation.

It'd fail. I know. I just know.

It'd be a gift from God if I'm able to sleep tonight.


Gotta pack my feelings and dump them one side for the moment.
Need to do LMS ASAP.
Actually it'd be better if I can dump them permanently.
They just slow me down, so what's the use of keeping them?


the last thing i heard was your voice.
i get what i deserve.