Nowhere better than Here
Still a part of everything I do,
On my heart just like a tattoo.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009/ 6:04 AM
i've thought about things over and over and over again.
life is unpredictable, treasure every moment that you have.
if my rabbit dies, my house will be very very empty.
but my rabbit can't live forever, someday he'd die.
so i've gotta learn how to live with the emptiness.
what we want are entirely different.
i finally see the point.
i finally see the reason behind the closed doors.
what would you do if you can't get what you want?
do you blame?
do you hate?
if so, who do you blame? what do you hate?
well.
i won't do it.
not anymore.
from here on, everything takes on a new direction.
LMS tomorrow. major edits to our skit.
-EDIT-
I'm getting all stressed up because of LMS.
I can't even find the will to swear already -,-
Anyway I just remembered watching a video on
the earthquake in sze chuan.
Even till now, as I look at the pictures, I can feel that heavy and impounding sense of loss.
The whole atmosphere.. It's as though I'm there.
Then I remembered Ah Girl.
Death never felt this close before, not since Whitey died.
It's funny how a dog and a rabbit can incur so much pain and helplessness.
It's always us looking at our loved ones, being unable to do anything,
be it a dog or a rabbit.
That sense of loss..
-Ignore this paragraph-
Memories of spending lazy afternoons at the farm started to flood my mind
a few minutes ago.
Cookie and KeeKee were there when I first stepped into the farm.
Sure it's a dirty place with nothing except soil and vegetable, yet
it was one of my escapades from this bustling city.
I was really afraid of Cookie at first cause he tends to bark too much.
But as I went closer to him, things began to change.
The first significant change was probably him standing up, putting his
muddy paws on my thighs.
That was epic. My pants had his paws printed on them.
No matter what I did, he'd always look at me quietly.
Well I didn't realize that he barks lesser and lesser.
Eventually, he'd look at me with those eyes, waiting for me to stroke him.
KeeKee. He's probably 4 or 5 times bigger than Cookie, and yet he always lets
Cookie have his way. He seems more friendly at first, cause he doesn't like to bark.
But he does loves to sniff at awkward spots.
He was sometimes a cause of irritation as when we went fishing, he'd always jump
into the pond and scare the fishes away.
I was insensible, unable to realize that he just wanted to be with us.
It's not an everyday thing that we visit the farm, anyway.
Despite that, sometimes he'd quietly sit there while we fish.
Such an angel.
Other times, he'd lie on the floor and we'll stroke him with our legs.
He seems to like it though.
Sure he doesn't smell nice, however he's a great companion.
Always ready to take a walk with us.
He'd follow us anywhere, even if its places that he's afraid of.
I wonder why he's gone though.
Both of them suddenly went missing.
Then there's Ah Girl.
I don't have much memories of her as visits to the farm became increasingly
lesser due to hectic lifestyle.
Exams, bla bla bla.
She was a very quiet girl. She doesn't bite, nor bark for nothing.
Like KeeKee, she'd follow us around.
One common characteristic among these 3 would be they're really loyal to the farm.
Each time any strangers enter the farm, they'd bark and bark until YanHui's dad comes
and acknowledges the strangers.
It's funny how our childhood days were made interesting by them.
life is unpredictable, treasure every moment that you have.
if my rabbit dies, my house will be very very empty.
but my rabbit can't live forever, someday he'd die.
so i've gotta learn how to live with the emptiness.
what we want are entirely different.
i finally see the point.
i finally see the reason behind the closed doors.
what would you do if you can't get what you want?
do you blame?
do you hate?
if so, who do you blame? what do you hate?
well.
i won't do it.
not anymore.
from here on, everything takes on a new direction.
LMS tomorrow. major edits to our skit.
-EDIT-
I'm getting all stressed up because of LMS.
I can't even find the will to swear already -,-
Anyway I just remembered watching a video on
the earthquake in sze chuan.
Even till now, as I look at the pictures, I can feel that heavy and impounding sense of loss.
The whole atmosphere.. It's as though I'm there.
Then I remembered Ah Girl.
Death never felt this close before, not since Whitey died.
It's funny how a dog and a rabbit can incur so much pain and helplessness.
It's always us looking at our loved ones, being unable to do anything,
be it a dog or a rabbit.
That sense of loss..
-Ignore this paragraph-
Memories of spending lazy afternoons at the farm started to flood my mind
a few minutes ago.
Cookie and KeeKee were there when I first stepped into the farm.
Sure it's a dirty place with nothing except soil and vegetable, yet
it was one of my escapades from this bustling city.
I was really afraid of Cookie at first cause he tends to bark too much.
But as I went closer to him, things began to change.
The first significant change was probably him standing up, putting his
muddy paws on my thighs.
That was epic. My pants had his paws printed on them.
No matter what I did, he'd always look at me quietly.
Well I didn't realize that he barks lesser and lesser.
Eventually, he'd look at me with those eyes, waiting for me to stroke him.
KeeKee. He's probably 4 or 5 times bigger than Cookie, and yet he always lets
Cookie have his way. He seems more friendly at first, cause he doesn't like to bark.
But he does loves to sniff at awkward spots.
He was sometimes a cause of irritation as when we went fishing, he'd always jump
into the pond and scare the fishes away.
I was insensible, unable to realize that he just wanted to be with us.
It's not an everyday thing that we visit the farm, anyway.
Despite that, sometimes he'd quietly sit there while we fish.
Such an angel.
Other times, he'd lie on the floor and we'll stroke him with our legs.
He seems to like it though.
Sure he doesn't smell nice, however he's a great companion.
Always ready to take a walk with us.
He'd follow us anywhere, even if its places that he's afraid of.
I wonder why he's gone though.
Both of them suddenly went missing.
Then there's Ah Girl.
I don't have much memories of her as visits to the farm became increasingly
lesser due to hectic lifestyle.
Exams, bla bla bla.
She was a very quiet girl. She doesn't bite, nor bark for nothing.
Like KeeKee, she'd follow us around.
One common characteristic among these 3 would be they're really loyal to the farm.
Each time any strangers enter the farm, they'd bark and bark until YanHui's dad comes
and acknowledges the strangers.
It's funny how our childhood days were made interesting by them.
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Hmm been thinking of an IGN to use when Yulgang OBT starts.
WHAT TO USE?
Should I associate it with Transformers? ( OPTIMUS PRIME FTW )
Or should I associate it with one of Anberlin's songs? ( RETRACE, DISAPPEAR, FEEL GOOD DRAG, BREAKING, BLAME ME! BLAME ME!, GLASS TO THE ARSON ETC ETC )
WHAT TO USE?
Should I associate it with Transformers? ( OPTIMUS PRIME FTW )
Or should I associate it with one of Anberlin's songs? ( RETRACE, DISAPPEAR, FEEL GOOD DRAG, BREAKING, BLAME ME! BLAME ME!, GLASS TO THE ARSON ETC ETC )
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Monday, June 29, 2009/ 5:41 AM
Wooooooot nothing happened after I took a short nap ~
thoughts.
it seems like when you're looking at the big picture, you tend to
miss out on the details.
was thinking too far ahead, and too complicated.
it can be as easy as a friend, as near as now.
present means today and it's a gift.
that's why it's called present.
tomorrow's always mysterious because you can't foresee
what's gonna happen.
when you open the gift, it doesn't necessarily contain what
you want.
but looking from another point of view, you'd
always get something so long as you dare to open that gift.
love's not about possession.
rather, possession is a bonus.
a bonus which you'd receive if fate decrees.
you can try a million times and you get nothing,
yet you can try once and get it.
i guess i got it all sorted out.
-EDIT-
Went to facebook and happened to come across the pictures
we took during Bintan Camp.
Wa ~
Super miss those times de lor.
Stay in the room and play poker.
Then screw around with each other, doing stupid stuffs.
Yihan exploring the dark caves of Muthu LOL
CKP @ DPA class BBQ
Friends are really very important people in our lives !
thoughts.
it seems like when you're looking at the big picture, you tend to
miss out on the details.
was thinking too far ahead, and too complicated.
it can be as easy as a friend, as near as now.
present means today and it's a gift.
that's why it's called present.
tomorrow's always mysterious because you can't foresee
what's gonna happen.
when you open the gift, it doesn't necessarily contain what
you want.
but looking from another point of view, you'd
always get something so long as you dare to open that gift.
love's not about possession.
rather, possession is a bonus.
a bonus which you'd receive if fate decrees.
you can try a million times and you get nothing,
yet you can try once and get it.
i guess i got it all sorted out.
-EDIT-
Went to facebook and happened to come across the pictures
we took during Bintan Camp.
Wa ~
Super miss those times de lor.
Stay in the room and play poker.
Then screw around with each other, doing stupid stuffs.
Yihan exploring the dark caves of Muthu LOL
CKP @ DPA class BBQ
Friends are really very important people in our lives !
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Went to the gym just now.
I think I kind of over-strained myself, cause I nearly blacked out while
walking home.
It felt like I was on sleeping pills.
I was literally dragging my feet home.
Or I'm falling sick soon.
It feels like one of those times whereby I feel really sleepy,
and then I go for a nap.
After waking up...
*POOF*
Health is gone, in replace of headache/fever/cough/sore throat.
They all come in a pack anyway -.-
I hope I don't fall sick, alright?
These 2 weeks are very busy weeks.
I think I kind of over-strained myself, cause I nearly blacked out while
walking home.
It felt like I was on sleeping pills.
I was literally dragging my feet home.
Or I'm falling sick soon.
It feels like one of those times whereby I feel really sleepy,
and then I go for a nap.
After waking up...
*POOF*
Health is gone, in replace of headache/fever/cough/sore throat.
They all come in a pack anyway -.-
I hope I don't fall sick, alright?
These 2 weeks are very busy weeks.
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Sunday, June 28, 2009/ 4:27 PM
Bored. Woke up too early I guess.
I probably shouldn't leave house any time before 8.
It'd be too early.
LOL.
MAEC lecture to start off the term.
Good?
FUCK THAT.
-.-
Even if that is so, today will be a happy day.
^_^
I probably shouldn't leave house any time before 8.
It'd be too early.
LOL.
MAEC lecture to start off the term.
Good?
FUCK THAT.
-.-
Even if that is so, today will be a happy day.
^_^
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alone, left alone
watch me slowly disappear with time.
alone, still alone.
forgotten, lost and left behind.
watch me slowly disappear with time.
alone, still alone.
forgotten, lost and left behind.
pathetic retarded fuck of a duck.
wish i ain't a loser.
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Saturday, June 27, 2009/ 9:16 AM
retrace the time when i first saw you.
your eyes had my soul chained to you.
you move the earth but now the sky's falling.
your eyes had my soul chained to you.
you move the earth but now the sky's falling.
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I wonder which would be harder to bear,
you with someone else
or
you bleeding
?
the scenery, the songs, the streets and everything else remains the same.
the only thing different is who's beside you this time round.
Realize
you with someone else
or
you bleeding
?
the scenery, the songs, the streets and everything else remains the same.
the only thing different is who's beside you this time round.
Realize
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How boring can life get -.-
Maybe I should join those Societies/Clubs
kind of thing.
Those that have stuffs to do 24/7.
Or maybe I should sleep early tonight and wake up early tomorrow morning.
Then head for the gym and jog in the afternoon ?
Ah crap I'm freaking broke, so can't drink.
So I'm stucked at home tonight.
And, SWIMMING LESSONS.
WTF
Anyway, I'm thinking of taking up a new hobby.
And the first thing that comes to my mind is FISHING !
Anyone wanna join me?
=D
Maybe I should join those Societies/Clubs
kind of thing.
Those that have stuffs to do 24/7.
Or maybe I should sleep early tonight and wake up early tomorrow morning.
Then head for the gym and jog in the afternoon ?
Ah crap I'm freaking broke, so can't drink.
So I'm stucked at home tonight.
And, SWIMMING LESSONS.
WTF
Anyway, I'm thinking of taking up a new hobby.
And the first thing that comes to my mind is FISHING !
Anyone wanna join me?
=D
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If I told you I love you and needed You to stay by my side,
would You let go of Your past and allow me to hold Your hands?
why am i always relied on by the wrong people?
over the slightest thing, can't you guys just get it done by yourself?
i made it as clear as i could, and you still asked me what is to be done.
i don't spend my fucking days remembering all these shit to be done, alright?
learn to be independent.
fuck this.
seems like my ranting spree hasn't ended.
it probably wouldn't end, with all these shit piled up like a fucking moutain.
would You let go of Your past and allow me to hold Your hands?
why am i always relied on by the wrong people?
over the slightest thing, can't you guys just get it done by yourself?
i made it as clear as i could, and you still asked me what is to be done.
i don't spend my fucking days remembering all these shit to be done, alright?
learn to be independent.
fuck this.
seems like my ranting spree hasn't ended.
it probably wouldn't end, with all these shit piled up like a fucking moutain.
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Friday, June 26, 2009/ 9:17 AM
Eventful day ~
Things that should not happen, happened.
Oh well.
my wallet is as empty as my heart.
Things that should not happen, happened.
Oh well.
my wallet is as empty as my heart.
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Thursday, June 25, 2009/ 8:41 PM
It seems like 12 hours of sleep wasn't enough -_-
Anyway, had a couple of weird dreams.
Some I couldn't remember, but I remembered one of them.
I was actually smoking !
In that dream, I wasn't those who smokes a lot.
I just happened to have this cig in my pocket and out of
curiousity, I lighted it.
HAHAHA.
But it felt like I'm only blowing smoke, don't have the " high " feeling.
HAHAHAHAHA anyway stupid dream.
Ain't gonna touch cigs.
Anyway, had a couple of weird dreams.
Some I couldn't remember, but I remembered one of them.
I was actually smoking !
In that dream, I wasn't those who smokes a lot.
I just happened to have this cig in my pocket and out of
curiousity, I lighted it.
HAHAHA.
But it felt like I'm only blowing smoke, don't have the " high " feeling.
HAHAHAHAHA anyway stupid dream.
Ain't gonna touch cigs.
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1 word. Tired.
2 words. Very tired.
-_-
I think I walked for nearly 6km in total today.
Didn't manage to finish the race =S
Legs were giving way, EZ link cards were complaining.
My bloody shoulders were aching for the entire day.
WTF. I'm never ever gonna strain my shoulders again.
A few blisters on my leg.
But nevertheless, we had fun !!!
Transformers is f**king awesome.
Like seriously.
I am Optimus Prime.
You are watching Transformers.
sigh. as usual..
loneliness.
the deep and meaningless feeling.
defining it's meaning would be futile.
2 words. Very tired.
-_-
I think I walked for nearly 6km in total today.
Didn't manage to finish the race =S
Legs were giving way, EZ link cards were complaining.
My bloody shoulders were aching for the entire day.
WTF. I'm never ever gonna strain my shoulders again.
A few blisters on my leg.
But nevertheless, we had fun !!!
Transformers is f**king awesome.
Like seriously.
I am Optimus Prime.
You are watching Transformers.
sigh. as usual..
loneliness.
the deep and meaningless feeling.
defining it's meaning would be futile.
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009/ 8:12 AM
Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.
Try to find out what makes you tick.
As I lie down
Sore and sick.
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
AHHHHHHHHHHH.
Been having problems sleeping these few nights.
Buay tahan de lehz ~~
Then I skipped dinner, went to sleep at 7.
Woke up at around 10 -_-
Not hungry though. Although I would welcome a Mac Meal ~
Tomorrow's Amazing Race !
Hope it'd be fun ~
A lot of stuffs not done.
1 ) Finalize the list of people going for BBQ
2 ) Finalize the final draft report for LMS
3 ) Reach Metal Axe in GB ( LOL )
4 ) Have my dinner ( LMAOZ )
5 ) Clean my room ( never gonna happen in this lifetime )
6 ) Catch some quality sleep ( sigh )
Alright.
-EDIT-
Found some leftover rice from dinner.
So I went to cook fried rice !!!
It LOOKED nice though.
LOL.
But with a shortage of ingredients and stuffs,
it's kind of tasteless.
What to do, there's only eggs.
And rice.
-_-
Watched 2 episodes of Boys Before/Over Flowers.
Can't remember the name LOL !
It seems like there quite a number of analogies used in the show.
Meaningful.. or not?
Well it depends on how you look at them.
One of it was
" A child doesn't hesitate when he's dealing with what he loves. Because
he knows that once it's gone, there's nothing he can do except cry. "
Well sometimes being a child isn't too bad eh?
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.
Try to find out what makes you tick.
As I lie down
Sore and sick.
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
AHHHHHHHHHHH.
Been having problems sleeping these few nights.
Buay tahan de lehz ~~
Then I skipped dinner, went to sleep at 7.
Woke up at around 10 -_-
Not hungry though. Although I would welcome a Mac Meal ~
Tomorrow's Amazing Race !
Hope it'd be fun ~
A lot of stuffs not done.
1 ) Finalize the list of people going for BBQ
2 ) Finalize the final draft report for LMS
3 ) Reach Metal Axe in GB ( LOL )
4 ) Have my dinner ( LMAOZ )
5 ) Clean my room ( never gonna happen in this lifetime )
6 ) Catch some quality sleep ( sigh )
Alright.
-EDIT-
Found some leftover rice from dinner.
So I went to cook fried rice !!!
It LOOKED nice though.
LOL.
But with a shortage of ingredients and stuffs,
it's kind of tasteless.
What to do, there's only eggs.
And rice.
-_-
Watched 2 episodes of Boys Before/Over Flowers.
Can't remember the name LOL !
It seems like there quite a number of analogies used in the show.
Meaningful.. or not?
Well it depends on how you look at them.
One of it was
" A child doesn't hesitate when he's dealing with what he loves. Because
he knows that once it's gone, there's nothing he can do except cry. "
Well sometimes being a child isn't too bad eh?
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009/ 4:29 AM
the shooting star flew past my sky again.
how many times has it been?
never stopping to see who's there, watching all these time.
and waiting.
so silently.
a part of me is glad that there're people there for you
the rest of me shattered.
fucking dulan, how hard is it to reply?
yes or no, VERY HARD?
FUCK LAR.
fuckingly fucking fucked.
how many times has it been?
never stopping to see who's there, watching all these time.
and waiting.
so silently.
a part of me is glad that there're people there for you
the rest of me shattered.
fucking dulan, how hard is it to reply?
yes or no, VERY HARD?
FUCK LAR.
fuckingly fucking fucked.
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Yawn.
Finally got LMS done (70%)
Quite an achievement ~
I wanna get the gym thing.
The.. don't know what thing.
The bar !
But I think it's very expensive.
zZz.
I feel like jogging but my ribcage hurts whenever I breathe.
I hope it's temporary cause I seriously need to lose weight !!!!
Finally got LMS done (70%)
Quite an achievement ~
I wanna get the gym thing.
The.. don't know what thing.
The bar !
But I think it's very expensive.
zZz.
I feel like jogging but my ribcage hurts whenever I breathe.
I hope it's temporary cause I seriously need to lose weight !!!!
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Monday, June 22, 2009/ 7:10 AM
the start and end of nothing.
i totally dont feel like doing LMS.
fuck that.
tell me how should i feel,
what should i say,
to make it all go away.
i totally dont feel like doing LMS.
fuck that.
tell me how should i feel,
what should i say,
to make it all go away.
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Sunday, June 21, 2009/ 11:51 AM
38 Things about Guys
1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.
9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
11. Guys are very open about themselves.
12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
14. Guys love you more than you love them.
15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.
16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.
17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'
23. ,b>If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.
33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it's true..
34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.
36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.
37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.
Something that I received from Satiesh.
HAHA.
That gay bastard.
Anyway it's been a while since I last saw TT21. 1 week + ~
Hahaha.
Anyway some of the stuffs are quite true.
Yet I think this was probably made by some really nice guys.
Girls, please do not get cheated by them( the bad guys ) just because they quote some
phrases from that 38 things HAHA.
wish i was there..
1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.
9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
11. Guys are very open about themselves.
12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
14. Guys love you more than you love them.
15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.
16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.
17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'
23. ,b>If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.
33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it's true..
34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.
36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.
37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.
Something that I received from Satiesh.
HAHA.
That gay bastard.
Anyway it's been a while since I last saw TT21. 1 week + ~
Hahaha.
Anyway some of the stuffs are quite true.
Yet I think this was probably made by some really nice guys.
Girls, please do not get cheated by them( the bad guys ) just because they quote some
phrases from that 38 things HAHA.
wish i was there..
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Saturday, June 20, 2009/ 5:19 AM
Bored.
Damn bored.
Freaking bored.
Slept from 11 - 6 just now.
zZz.
My body clock is screwed _!_
Anyway I heard my blogskin is ready soon !!!
Anyway, I was on skype.
Then we were like..
烦啊烦啊烦啊烦啊
Damn funny sia.
But it's the truth lor.
We all fan about own stuffs although they're linked in some ways.
LOL
how much i wish that i could be there, beside you.
your words would cause a dramatic change in my day.
happiness that lasted for moments.
saying that you're an angel would be an understatement.
Damn bored.
Freaking bored.
Slept from 11 - 6 just now.
zZz.
My body clock is screwed _!_
Anyway I heard my blogskin is ready soon !!!
Anyway, I was on skype.
Then we were like..
烦啊烦啊烦啊烦啊
Damn funny sia.
But it's the truth lor.
We all fan about own stuffs although they're linked in some ways.
LOL
how much i wish that i could be there, beside you.
your words would cause a dramatic change in my day.
happiness that lasted for moments.
saying that you're an angel would be an understatement.
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Friday, June 19, 2009/ 1:26 PM
Ok la. Don't post SOAD songs.
I act cute a bit post these 2 songs.
HAHAHAHA.
I never get tired of them.
Lol~
Hmm I wonder if it's the song.. or the girls.
LOL.
I only have these 2 korean songs -_-
And another one which I used to have, but lost it while reformatting my itunes.
I believe it's called.. " Because I'm a girl " or somewhere along that.
That's nice too ~
-EDIT-
Happened to chance upon this link while resourcing for websites
to download the song.
http://kissinfo.net/kissen.php
Here's the MV/Movie/Clip
I can't imagine that this song has been dubbed in several languages.
I just didn't know that it was popular to that extent O.O.
There's even a hokkien version.
WTF?
But unfortunately I have been unable to find. LOL.
Hmm, but I happened to chance upon this video LOL.
Dave would love it.
HAHAHAHA.
- SECOND EDIT -
WTF I found the international version of Because I'm a Girl.
Siao one, got don't know how many languages in one song.
One verse one language.
Spoil the song sia -,-
There it is, got chinese also.
Strangely, the tune of this song is kind of sad.
Reminds me of What hurts the Most by Rascal Flatts.
The instrumental parts really cause those kind of heart-wrenching feeling.
It's as though your heart begin contracting and contracting and coupled with
endless waves of pain. Hmm perhaps that signifies the success of portraying the song
the way the composer wanted it to be?
But I'm wondering..
Why the fuck am I commenting on this song at 4.56AM -.-
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Bored shit.
Bloody 3.10 AM now -.-
I knew I won't last through the night if I turn in at 9.30 PM
-_-
Fuck that.
Bloody 3.10 AM now -.-
I knew I won't last through the night if I turn in at 9.30 PM
-_-
Fuck that.
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New song addiction : SUGAR
Second song addiction : TOXICITY
Third song addiction : B.Y.O.B
Fourth song addiction : Chop Suey!
Fifth song addiction : FUCK THE SYSTEM ( this song is fucking awesome )
Sixth song addiction : BUBBLES
Last song addiction ( up till now ) : Lonely Day
All the songs are awesome, but if you don't go for screamo/loud songs then don't listen to them
except the last song. No screamo, a bit of rock.
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Thursday, June 18, 2009/ 9:25 AM
What a tired/crazy/funny/crappy day.
Happy stuffs.
Wong SuiHang singing " Never be replaced " while waiting for gio&ST.
Wong SuiHang dedicating " Love Story " ( Taylor Swift ) to me. (fuck that LOL)
Fell asleep during bus ride and ended up somewhere else -.-
Crapping/Slacking session at mac ~
Bad stuffs.
My mp3 earpiece gave up on me. ( wtf it was only 2 days of blasting SOAD songs )
I have to get LMS done before 1AM so that I can sleep longer.
Incoming stuffs.
Meeting tomorrow for batam trip at 11am.
LMS meeting at 1pm.
Hair cut before both meetings.
NEW STYLE !
BOTAK.
Kidding.
New earpiece. ( no interest in headphone.. so earpiece. )
That's about all. On to LMS.
Fuck that.
Happy stuffs.
Wong SuiHang singing " Never be replaced " while waiting for gio&ST.
Wong SuiHang dedicating " Love Story " ( Taylor Swift ) to me. (fuck that LOL)
Fell asleep during bus ride and ended up somewhere else -.-
Crapping/Slacking session at mac ~
Bad stuffs.
My mp3 earpiece gave up on me. ( wtf it was only 2 days of blasting SOAD songs )
I have to get LMS done before 1AM so that I can sleep longer.
Incoming stuffs.
Meeting tomorrow for batam trip at 11am.
LMS meeting at 1pm.
Hair cut before both meetings.
NEW STYLE !
BOTAK.
Kidding.
New earpiece. ( no interest in headphone.. so earpiece. )
That's about all. On to LMS.
Fuck that.
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009/ 10:41 AM
Caught Night at the Museum 2 with ahbui and wilson.
Quite funny.
Lol.
Oh and dave, I'm up for vodka party.
Find more people then we drink together.
Get drunk at kaya's house !
Then we all have a happy hangover.
Effective short term painkillers ^_^
and i miss you so.
if anyone ever ask me who i'm missing,
i'd say an angel.
if anyone ever ask me who i'm in love with,
i'd say an angel.
and if anyone ever ask me if this is love,
i'd say this is the worst way things can be.
gone, slowly but surely.
gone, from your memory.
here, definitely but painfully.
here, in my memory.
Quite funny.
Lol.
Oh and dave, I'm up for vodka party.
Find more people then we drink together.
Get drunk at kaya's house !
Then we all have a happy hangover.
Effective short term painkillers ^_^
and i miss you so.
if anyone ever ask me who i'm missing,
i'd say an angel.
if anyone ever ask me who i'm in love with,
i'd say an angel.
and if anyone ever ask me if this is love,
i'd say this is the worst way things can be.
gone, slowly but surely.
gone, from your memory.
here, definitely but painfully.
here, in my memory.
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009/ 9:04 PM
发现原来你加我，等于什么都没有
发现不知到底还要走多久
and i'm so sick of love songs
so sad and slow
发现不知到底还要走多久
and i'm so sick of love songs
so sad and slow
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In the toilet with lead star WL and co-lead star WILS.
Director KAYA.
Movie name : the pee-ers.
Dave having his " 我要那个 “
Apparently that's what he told the auntie
when she asked him what he want to order.
Erm.
Gek sai?
Constipation *
This one is freaking funny. We were discussing what to buy
for our steamboat dinner @ kaya's house.
Then apparently the taekwando, aikido and ninja-do guys got
carried away.
Then kaya try to intercept their exchange of skills by singing
a song by Eason Chen, “ 背包 ”
It goes like,
” 你的背包，让我走的好缓慢 “
But I forgot if it's 你的 or 我的.
Erm.
No comments.
God knows what they were trying to do.
Kaya's huge cock.
Woo.
Wilson's birthday !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILSON TEO WEI SHENG.
I HOPE YOU HAD A CREAMY TIME ^_^
Since it's wilson's birthday, this post will be dedicated to wilson.
Wondering what's gonna be posted?
HAHA.
Firstly, let me show you the story of a young boy taking bus.
The Young Boy.
aka Mr Stalker
aka FUCKER
One day ~
Wah the journey damn long.
I close my eyes and take a break ba.
Enjoy the aircon.
Wah really very tired. Never mind, I rest my head ba.
Music very nice *
1 Hour later ~
Mary ( some random sex slave in wilson's dream ) ... Feed me my grapes. I want grapes.
Moral of the story : wilson is a lao ti ko
ROFL.
Ps, nothing better to do.
OH, here's another pic of wilson waiting for his grapes.
Well 2 pics of birthday boy !
Birthday boy.
Birthday boy.
Drink water then drink la, laugh what laugh.
So I managed to upload a decent number of pictures.
HAHAHAHA.
I know, my blog finally got pictures right.
-.-
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Monday, June 15, 2009/ 10:52 PM
-.-
Played GB until 5am this morning.
Wondering what's GB?
Hmm..
GUNBOUND.
LOL.
Sleeping at 5am was atrocious.
Can't get to sleep at all.
Turn here turn there..
6AM then sleep -.-
I LOVE MY WALLPAPER EVEN THOUGH IT'S A BIT SICKO.
LOL.
<3
It always makes my mood better ^_^
Played GB until 5am this morning.
Wondering what's GB?
Hmm..
GUNBOUND.
LOL.
Sleeping at 5am was atrocious.
Can't get to sleep at all.
Turn here turn there..
6AM then sleep -.-
I LOVE MY WALLPAPER EVEN THOUGH IT'S A BIT SICKO.
LOL.
<3
It always makes my mood better ^_^
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in order to recover fully, you gotta destroy yourself completely.
and yet the scars would remain, as a reminder of the pain you went through.
每次想见你的时候
每次实在无法忍受的时候
我爱你一直在嘴边徘徊
and yet the scars would remain, as a reminder of the pain you went through.
每次想见你的时候
每次实在无法忍受的时候
我爱你一直在嘴边徘徊
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Sunday, June 14, 2009/ 10:11 AM
sometimes i wonder if life'll be easier for me if i just
refrain from thinking too much.
everything i do, has to have a purpose, has to have a desired consequence,
has to be " perfect " so it wouldn't create trouble for me.
i strategise every single move.
so much so that
i forgot the fact that sometimes the wisest decision is made while
being irrational.
so much so that
i forgot that happiness isn't only gotten when you make the best decision,
happiness can befall when you learn from what you've decided on.
maybe he's right,
i don't dare to do it and i shouldn't impose my mindset on other people.
i'm fucking sick and tired of it.
sick and tired of being myself.
refrain from thinking too much.
everything i do, has to have a purpose, has to have a desired consequence,
has to be " perfect " so it wouldn't create trouble for me.
i strategise every single move.
so much so that
i forgot the fact that sometimes the wisest decision is made while
being irrational.
so much so that
i forgot that happiness isn't only gotten when you make the best decision,
happiness can befall when you learn from what you've decided on.
maybe he's right,
i don't dare to do it and i shouldn't impose my mindset on other people.
i'm fucking sick and tired of it.
sick and tired of being myself.
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objective view.
is it so difficult?
just because you already got what you want..
sigh.
is it so difficult?
just because you already got what you want..
sigh.
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Saturday, June 13, 2009/ 8:44 PM
Another day gone.
Got my tee and slippers.
Mr Antisocial !
Wilson got Mr Stalker and hang got Mr Gangster.
LOL.
LamersTrio.
I should be at the gym now -.-
But I can't move.
LOL.
Damn tired.
Tonned at kaya's house.
Nb, 3am still webcam.
Got my tee and slippers.
Mr Antisocial !
Wilson got Mr Stalker and hang got Mr Gangster.
LOL.
LamersTrio.
I should be at the gym now -.-
But I can't move.
LOL.
Damn tired.
Tonned at kaya's house.
Nb, 3am still webcam.
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Friday, June 12, 2009/ 3:02 PM
Damn it.
It didn't work !!!!!!!!!
I knew I can't get back to sleep the moment I opened my eyes.
-.-
What should I do to last until daybreak?
Feels like time's moving super slowly ~
is this how you feel when you miss someone too much?
It didn't work !!!!!!!!!
I knew I can't get back to sleep the moment I opened my eyes.
-.-
What should I do to last until daybreak?
Feels like time's moving super slowly ~
is this how you feel when you miss someone too much?
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Feeling kind of drowsy now.
=,=
Oh and kaya found his rainbow aura.
Another couple ^_^
JYJY !!!
=,=
Oh and kaya found his rainbow aura.
Another couple ^_^
JYJY !!!
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Thursday, June 11, 2009/ 6:14 AM
I'm moving on.
And that's why I'm leaving my heart behind.
And that's why I'm leaving my heart behind.
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009/ 10:14 PM
In order to move forward in the fastest and most efficient way possible,
you gotta throw what you don't need.
And most of the time, the heaviest burden is the beating heart.
you gotta throw what you don't need.
And most of the time, the heaviest burden is the beating heart.
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-.-
At mac now with wilson, 1.35AM.
At home got internet don't use, come mac to use.
My bloody good idea.
-_-
Now I end up dc-ing every 5minutes.
FML
At mac now with wilson, 1.35AM.
At home got internet don't use, come mac to use.
My bloody good idea.
-_-
Now I end up dc-ing every 5minutes.
FML
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Tuesday, June 9, 2009/ 7:20 AM
CT's over.
I guess that officially marks the mid term for the first semester.
Looking back, school was awesome.
TT21 is one of the best classes ever, they never fail
to make me laugh until I can't stop.
Just like 4e3(NGA BANG YAN).
But probably the only problem is that we kept skipping lectures.
It might not be a bad thing, actually.
You see, I can't concentrate in lectures.
There are far too many students inside, making lots of
fucked up noise. I hate all these noise..
And when the noise is overpowering, I lose all interest.
Hmm..
From DPA to BAOC to start of school to CT..
Many things happened, decisions were made and life was
colourful !
But I kind of never expect myself to be in this situation now.
Anyway, since there's nothing to do tomorrow...
ALL THE BEST TO THOSE HAVING PAPERS ~!
you're a star that i can never reach
wish i had chivas instead.
but one should learn to be contented...
ah who cares, so long as it works (:
I guess that officially marks the mid term for the first semester.
Looking back, school was awesome.
TT21 is one of the best classes ever, they never fail
to make me laugh until I can't stop.
Just like 4e3(NGA BANG YAN).
But probably the only problem is that we kept skipping lectures.
It might not be a bad thing, actually.
You see, I can't concentrate in lectures.
There are far too many students inside, making lots of
fucked up noise. I hate all these noise..
And when the noise is overpowering, I lose all interest.
Hmm..
From DPA to BAOC to start of school to CT..
Many things happened, decisions were made and life was
colourful !
But I kind of never expect myself to be in this situation now.
Anyway, since there's nothing to do tomorrow...
ALL THE BEST TO THOSE HAVING PAPERS ~!
you're a star that i can never reach
wish i had chivas instead.
but one should learn to be contented...
ah who cares, so long as it works (:
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Monday, June 8, 2009/ 7:07 AM
if i had more money honey, would you love me love me love me
if i wasn't just somebody like me.
at times i really wonder..
if..
i am too ordinary or are you too special?
Anyway. CT's gonna be over soon.
Get it over and done with.
Tomorrow's the last day ~
I make it sound like it's damn long.
Lol.
Actually 3 days only.
Checkbox.Unchecked
Screwed.
FML.
if i wasn't just somebody like me.
at times i really wonder..
if..
i am too ordinary or are you too special?
Anyway. CT's gonna be over soon.
Get it over and done with.
Tomorrow's the last day ~
I make it sound like it's damn long.
Lol.
Actually 3 days only.
Checkbox.Unchecked
Screwed.
FML.
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Sunday, June 7, 2009/ 8:21 AM
POA was a disappointment.
PBA tomorrow.
Hope things go well.
it's been so long.
well i guess it doesn't really matter cause
i'm probably the only one thinking about it.
我呐喊思念却没人听见。
PBA tomorrow.
Hope things go well.
it's been so long.
well i guess it doesn't really matter cause
i'm probably the only one thinking about it.
我呐喊思念却没人听见。
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Saturday, June 6, 2009/ 5:46 AM
你 流淚流了好久
白晝哭成黑夜
失去能量的你
還是那麼甜美
為我照亮這世界
我就算沒資格愛誰
還是無法退卻
溫柔的雙眼
沉默守護一切
一顆心為你純粹
fuck the careless mistakes.
knn lar.
fucking disappointed.
wish i'm 18 now.
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Friday, June 5, 2009/ 8:14 AM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
POA POA POA POA POA.
GEE GEE GEE GEE GEE.
i wanna meet my aim for POA !!!
I DON'T WANNA BE C5 ANYMORE ~!!
VODKA VODKA VODKA VODKA
if vodka's the prize for getting 3.8,
I'LL DEFINITELY CHIONG.
LOL
POA POA POA POA POA.
GEE GEE GEE GEE GEE.
i wanna meet my aim for POA !!!
I DON'T WANNA BE C5 ANYMORE ~!!
VODKA VODKA VODKA VODKA
if vodka's the prize for getting 3.8,
I'LL DEFINITELY CHIONG.
LOL
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Thursday, June 4, 2009/ 6:03 AM
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa freaking tired.
how come it gets worse after you wake up from nap?
-_-
crap.
i haven't start mugging for POA.
SCREWED.
FML.
hmm having insomnia these few days.
got woken up by noises this morning, that happens like once in
ten blue moons, cause I DON'T GET WOKEN UP BY ANYTHING OTHER THAN
THE ALARM CLOCK LOL.
besides that, a weird dream during the nap just now and 2 nights ago.
one was sweet and one was screwed.
LOL.
VODKA PARTY VODKA PARTY VODKA PARTY
AFTER COMMON TEST AFTER COMMON TEST
*continues chanting like a mad idiot *
i miss chivas.
vodka would be fine also.
vodka/chivas ensures a good night sleep.
Stitches by Haste The Day
Five words
five words is all it would take
Five words to change your heart and mind
In the heat of the sun I know you’re the only one
You still can’t hold yourself together.
Alone... Alone... All alone
You have this conversation
To satisfy your most intimate inner thoughts.
Then you bite your lip when it matters most. A shade of red in sight.
Can you taste the blood? Taste it on your lips.
Rip the seam. Then I’ll show you
How the strings become the stitches in your mouth.
In your silence we are louder.
When the strings become the stitches in your mouth.
Your growing imagination
Preparing you for what your heart requires to say.
Then you bite your lip when it matters most. A shade of red in sight.
Can you taste the blood? Taste it on your lips.
Rip the seam. Then I’ll show you
How the strings become the stitches in your mouth.
In your silence we are louder.
When the strings become the stitches in your mouth.
Five words, repeating over in your head.
That’s all you ever have to do.
Five words. Is it really that hard to say?
You’re worth more than this.
Rip the seam. Then I’ll show you (And I'll show you how)
How the strings become the stitches in your mouth.
In your silence we are louder. (We are louder)
When the strings become the stitches in your mouth. X2
how come it gets worse after you wake up from nap?
-_-
crap.
i haven't start mugging for POA.
SCREWED.
FML.
hmm having insomnia these few days.
got woken up by noises this morning, that happens like once in
ten blue moons, cause I DON'T GET WOKEN UP BY ANYTHING OTHER THAN
THE ALARM CLOCK LOL.
besides that, a weird dream during the nap just now and 2 nights ago.
one was sweet and one was screwed.
LOL.
VODKA PARTY VODKA PARTY VODKA PARTY
AFTER COMMON TEST AFTER COMMON TEST
*continues chanting like a mad idiot *
i miss chivas.
vodka would be fine also.
vodka/chivas ensures a good night sleep.
Stitches by Haste The Day
Five words
five words is all it would take
Five words to change your heart and mind
In the heat of the sun I know you’re the only one
You still can’t hold yourself together.
Alone... Alone... All alone
You have this conversation
To satisfy your most intimate inner thoughts.
Then you bite your lip when it matters most. A shade of red in sight.
Can you taste the blood? Taste it on your lips.
Rip the seam. Then I’ll show you
How the strings become the stitches in your mouth.
In your silence we are louder.
When the strings become the stitches in your mouth.
Your growing imagination
Preparing you for what your heart requires to say.
Then you bite your lip when it matters most. A shade of red in sight.
Can you taste the blood? Taste it on your lips.
Rip the seam. Then I’ll show you
How the strings become the stitches in your mouth.
In your silence we are louder.
When the strings become the stitches in your mouth.
Five words, repeating over in your head.
That’s all you ever have to do.
Five words. Is it really that hard to say?
You’re worth more than this.
Rip the seam. Then I’ll show you (And I'll show you how)
How the strings become the stitches in your mouth.
In your silence we are louder. (We are louder)
When the strings become the stitches in your mouth. X2
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Wednesday, June 3, 2009/ 10:27 PM
快点来爱我
快点说爱我
怎么做，这么做
谁来救救我
快点说爱我
怎么做，这么做
谁来救救我
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it isn't easy..
saying goodbye, switching laptop off, heave a sigh of relief, walk to the windows,
stare at the quiet neighborhood at 3am,
telling myself that when i wake up tomorrow
i wouldn't be thinking of you anymore.
it's not like in the past where giving up is an easy option.
you make stealing hearts look so easy.
saying goodbye, switching laptop off, heave a sigh of relief, walk to the windows,
stare at the quiet neighborhood at 3am,
telling myself that when i wake up tomorrow
i wouldn't be thinking of you anymore.
it's not like in the past where giving up is an easy option.
you make stealing hearts look so easy.
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Tuesday, June 2, 2009/ 9:08 PM
我不是他
作词:林宇中
作曲:林宇中
编曲:黄中岳
颠覆着你爱美的从前
没有发线
乱了却更加美
含着泪的眼
点缀着疲倦的脸
太入神你到底想着谁
没有发现
我眼中藏着泪
是谁能值得你憔悴
我渴望代你受罪
过了朋友的界线
爱却不露面
我绕着圈
只求见你久违的笑脸
我不是他
多想我就是他
只好伪装
你爱谁并不重要
上一次我不也是这样吗
我不是他
但我和你一样
两败俱伤
他却是你的解药
你伤悲给了他
快乐我也得不到
作词:林宇中
作曲:林宇中
编曲:黄中岳
颠覆着你爱美的从前
没有发线
乱了却更加美
含着泪的眼
点缀着疲倦的脸
太入神你到底想着谁
没有发现
我眼中藏着泪
是谁能值得你憔悴
我渴望代你受罪
过了朋友的界线
爱却不露面
我绕着圈
只求见你久违的笑脸
我不是他
多想我就是他
只好伪装
你爱谁并不重要
上一次我不也是这样吗
我不是他
但我和你一样
两败俱伤
他却是你的解药
你伤悲给了他
快乐我也得不到
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I wanna be Omniknight.
So that I can heal you if you're hurt, physically or mentally.
So that I can cast my spell and repel sadness from you.
So that whenever I'm around, all the negative feelings won't catch up with you.
So that I can provide you a few seconds of serenity, immortality and utmost bliss.
Omniknight would be the perfect boyfriend in any circumstances.
LOL.
the feeling of waking up only to find that nothing's changed.
nobody knows the feeling because the magnitude of pain, disappointment,
solace and frustration is different.
So that I can heal you if you're hurt, physically or mentally.
So that I can cast my spell and repel sadness from you.
So that whenever I'm around, all the negative feelings won't catch up with you.
So that I can provide you a few seconds of serenity, immortality and utmost bliss.
Omniknight would be the perfect boyfriend in any circumstances.
LOL.
the feeling of waking up only to find that nothing's changed.
nobody knows the feeling because the magnitude of pain, disappointment,
solace and frustration is different.
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Let It Bleed by The Used.
Awesome song, it shows that scream-laughing is possible.
LISTEN !
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Monday, June 1, 2009/ 11:41 PM
日有所思，夜有所梦。
难怪一直梦见你。0 commented.
Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years
I still can't believe you're gone
So, I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me
With the story of our life
So, I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fuck and fight
Until the morning comes
I'll forget about our life
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever
i've 2 news, a bad and a good.
the good news is i've my emotions under control.
the bad news is you're the one controlling them.
i don't know why i just can't be where you are.
looking at the broken pieces on the floor.
i really wonder if i should try again.
even though i know that it'd only add more pieces...
I lost my resolve.
Ah whatever, back to revision for CT.
3.8 !
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years
I still can't believe you're gone
So, I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me
With the story of our life
So, I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fuck and fight
Until the morning comes
I'll forget about our life
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever
i've 2 news, a bad and a good.
the good news is i've my emotions under control.
the bad news is you're the one controlling them.
i don't know why i just can't be where you are.
looking at the broken pieces on the floor.
i really wonder if i should try again.
even though i know that it'd only add more pieces...
I lost my resolve.
Ah whatever, back to revision for CT.
3.8 !
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