Sometimes, being a little muddle-headed is okay.
Especially when it comes to relationships.

Relationships aren't like grades where you can set a goal
to achieve.

The best way to prevent yourself from thinking too much
is to let your heart follow any random direction, be it
a direction towards destruction or direction towards the person
you love.

I've stopped trying to find my direction.
I'll be here, looking around, hoping to catch a glimpse of you.

And I'll be wherever you want me to be.

I'm fully aware that this won't lead me anywhere, but at least
I know what I'm feeling.

=D

BORING.

Having POA lecture now.

Teaching the basics. What balance sheet and stuffs.

Balance sheet then balance sheet lar, why must rename to
statement of financial position?
Nothing better to do?

zzz

If that is so then secondary school use statement of financial
position la.
Confuse us for what.
Think very funny ah.


LMAO.

Ranting and ranting.


I HAVE NOTHING LEFT IN MY WALLET.
LOL.

Boring.
BACK TO LECTURE ~

THIS POST IS GONNA BE FILLED WITH VULGARITIES.

Diao.

Go school fall asleep during lecture.
Fuck sio, I wonder I go school for fuck.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

LMS is the only lesson that I won't fall asleep, so far.
Knn sia.

HEADACHE AH.

They should have some kinda program that allows us to have a feel
of how it's like during poly lessons. And the classmates.
Then that'd really make us feel fortunate for the class we're in
during secondary school -.-

All over again. Bonding, making friends, crapping, sleep... etc.
Tiring. Seriously.
zZZ

FUCK.



CB LAR.
I don't want get below 3.5.
Like that can't get into any good university lar.

Plus by the time I graduate, I probably have to score near
3.7 or 3.8 to enter a good university.
FUCK RIGHT.
CB.


OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooK BYE LA FUCK

WOO I'M LEFT WITH 3 BUCKS FOR THE WEEK.

G G

Woo.

School is tiring.

-_-

LT 45 HAS NO PLUGS.
Damn it.
Lesson learned.

I NEED TO STAY AWAKE DURING LECTURES.
SUGGESTIONS ANYBODY?


OOOOOOOOOoooooooooK BYE

飞轮海-默默

作曲:陈伟 宋念宇
作词:黄文萱
编曲:陈伟 黄文萱


这是一个没有答案的问题
我感觉我变了谁让我变了
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
却被你解开了简单的解开了

你走过来带着和别人不同的对白
你甚至不让我知道你对我有多好

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来
深深的在心里没人看的出来
安静的但却一直都在
是你默默的爱

慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖
浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待
不用说我就能够明白
你默默的爱


这是一个没有答案的问题
我感觉我变了谁让我变了
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
却被你解开了简单的解开了

你走过来带着和别人不同的对白
你甚至不让我知道你对我有多好

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来
深深的在心里没人看的出来
安静的但却一直都在
是你默默的爱

慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖
浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待
不用说我就能够明白
你默默的爱

未来的每一天不管发生什么
能不能交给我呢
我要永远陪着你守护着你直到最后

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来
深深的在心里没人看的出来
安静的但却一直都在
是你默默的爱

慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖
浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待
不用说我就能够明白
你默默的爱





Ah.
Totally forgot what happened today.

Okay forget it, I'm still having trouble putting
my thoughts together.
!


infatuation.
not again....
screwed


OOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooook bye

YAWNZ.

The lecturer totally can be a hypnotist....


FUCKING BORING

o.O

OUTING WITH 4E3.

LOL.

Too tired and lack of time to do a proper update.
Gotta chiong POA notes already.
...


i have to get you out of my head.. somehow.

OOOOOOOOOOooooooooooK BYE

*shakes head*

Boring.


Hmm. Rotted at home.

Actually not quite.

So I woke up at around 9 when I'm supposed to reach
school at 9. No choice, yesterday's Hop Night totally drained me out.

Speaking of hop night, IT'S REALLY DAMN SHIOK.
People were shaking like there's no tomorrow.
Most notably Eileen and Jolynn.
LOL.
Na da li Chocolate was busy drawing circles.

Damn fun sia.
I shall go clubbing ~!!
( when i reach 18 -.- )


Uh, back to today.
Today is a bad/unlucky/sucky/screwed
day.

Woke up at 9.
Headed to school.
Reached school at 10+, thinking that there'd be something to do.
Oh, I'm supposed to attend the camp.
So I called Cherry and she said meet at library.
When I reach there, they told me that they pon the camp and
the rest are doing nothing except playing games and spending time
bonding with one another.
Honestly, I'm freaking sick of that.

So I watched a bit of the show and went home.
Totally sian.
That's the first screwed part.

Went to get my brunch at the usual place.
Wanted to try the new dish, chicken rice.
Sounds common? But nah, that's from a vegetarian stall.
So I had to wait for near 15minutes.
I got the thing, and went home.

It didn't turn out really nice...

That's the second part.


I realized that it's saturday today. Should have went for lunch
with parents.
.......
3rd.


Fourth part is when I discovered that the video is not being downloaded
properly.
...

And the last?
Went for an afternoon nap.


Pretty much wasted my saturday.

Don't feel like doing anything... Going out, reading textbook, playing dota,
listen to music, crapping.

No amount of sleep is sufficient ~

I'm freaking lazy to get my black dye.
I wanna dye my hair back to black.
So that I can totally blend into the crowd...


i have no idea why you're invading my mind day in day out.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooK BYE

ONE FUCK OF A NIGHT.

HOP NIGHT ROCKS.
LOL.

Second most memorable night.
First time attend this kinda party.
Cool man.
Gonna club with 4e3 peeps after we reach 18 years old ~!

Tired... Should I attend BIT camp tomorrow?
Sianz ~


Today, in the blink of an eye,
I'm holding on to something I don't know why

Gotta find a way out.
Maybe there isn't a way out.

Your eyes, are the brightest of all the colors.

You'll always be my thunder, so bring...
On the rain.


What's happening to life?
It wasn't this sucky... At all.

It's gonna end.
You're gonna go.
It's gone.

OOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooK BYE

Damn it.

Disappointed with myself.


Problem season again.
Everywhere I turn, there are problems...
Most people around me have something to worry
about the moment they wake up
everyday.


Everytime the problem season occurs, I'd totally feel like
sleeping and slacking... DOING NOTHING AND NOT GIVING A DAMN
TO ANYTHING.



screw this.

Yawnz.

Dota never fails to ruin my mood =.=

So I met my classmates today for LMS.
Kinda interesting.. The module I mean.

And had dance practice and rehearsal, as usual.


BORING ~!

But it'd be worse if I came home immediately after school...
Cause there's nothing to do except using laptop?
-,-

Bla.




I can't be obsessed with this man.
NOT WHEN MY SCHOOL'S STARTING AND NOT WHEN I'VE DECIDED
TO STUDY.
NO !!! NEVER ~!!!
3 WORDS.
GOD
DAMN
IT

she's a devil from hell =.=


OOOOOOOOOooooooooooK BYE

HOHOHO.

Busy day.


So I woke up at near 11.30, and went to school ~
Met WeiChuan and co.

Went for lecture -.-
Damn. Boring. Can.

Went for lunch at canteen 2 because monkey is there.
Jess MIA.
LOL.

After that, met Jess. Then any choose a laptop skin and zhao ~!

Went to block 72 next, to learn the dance.
Woot, learned 3 dances.
-.-
Old noob de fault =D
LOL ~

So we practiced until 9, and went for dinner at bukit timah
market.
Waited damn long for dinner -.-

That should be about it.

Reached home at 12 last night, and 11 tonight.
God, first 2 days of school nia zzz.
God knows what time I'll reach home tomorrow night.
-_-



OOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooK BYE

LOL.

Funny night with part of 4e3 <3

School was alright, pretty boring.

DAMN TIRED SIA.


zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Laughed a lot today.
Bear's parents are really nice.
First Mama Bear got charcoal and fire starters for us.
Then Papa Bear got fruits and extra drinks for us.
Then they help us BBQ the food while we sat there and chit chat.
And not to forget Brother Bear and Mrs Bear.


WE HAD A GOOD TIME =D




Wa. What is wrong with the world nowadays?!
I have idiots avoiding reality and telling me that it's
for the sake of others.
GOD !
Life................
Has endless surprises all around -,-"


ooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK BYE

Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot !

Shiokness.
LOL.


Lazy to go into details.

I ended the NPP experience !
LOL.

It was fun, the 8 weeks of nonsensical nonsense.
Everything that happened within the 8 weeks totally
blow people off.
LOL.
Cool. Seriously. Exciting 8 weeks.

So yeah. Done with NPP,
school's starting tomorrow.
New school, new life, new friends, new classmates and new memories.
Don't know how my class would be like.

Honestly. I really wished that we're all in the class again.
Totally.
The 2 years we spent together really forged strong bonds between
one another. Especially between monkey, bear and I.
Of course, still got jie, and a lot more.
Doing shitty stuffs together in the class really rocks.

I miss calling monkey and when he turns back, I'd act like I did nothing.
I miss bear turning to me and give me that sicko laughter/smile and I'd sigh and
continue doing my stuffs.

We cracked jokes, be it cold, lame, funny, not funny, etc etc ~

Now in the blink of an eye, we're all preparing to adapt into a new school, a totally
new environment.
Well, life won't be as carefree as before because we're gonna get busy with
all the project work and stuffs.
The first thing that come to my mind was being able to juggle my time well
between school, new and old friends, and most probably wooing girls =x
It seems a little difficult, but come on, how difficult can it get?
=D

I really feel quite sad that we can't be in the same school for the next 3 years
of our lives.

But well, be it good or bad things, they all have to end someday, right?


Let's 收拾心情，准备 for a brand new journey !



OOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooK BYE

zZz it's 6.11AM.

What am I doing here?
-_-

So I woke up at around 5AM and went down to get stuffs for bbq later.
=.=

Then I had my breakfast and I'm currently too full to fall asleep.
-.-

On top of that, I'm having insomnia.
Damn IT man.

Less than 12 hours to go.
!!!!

WAH DEY


DON'T HUM AT THIS TIME LEI.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

YOU GOT LESS THAN A DAY TO GO.
DON'T HUMMMMMMMMM !!!!!!

WOOT.

2 sentosa visit in three days!

Reddened now.
LOL.

Ah well. So we had fun today.
Jess, Jun, ChenXi and I were busy eating while the others
were busy playing.
LOL.
We sat there for near 2 hours and eat continuously.

And thus we went home !

Long day tomorrow.
Hahahaha.
Movie with pig,
shopping session with classmates...!


School's starting, OMG !



nearer and nearer to the day...

OOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooK BYE

o.O !!!

Woot. Short post before I go for breakfast with kaya and dave.

Today's plan : outing with ckp. However, not sure of venue and activities yet.

Second thing : Confirm number of people turning up for class BBQ.

Third thing : Practice draft match.

Fourth and last thing : THINK OF WHAT TO SAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


PART TWO

Wa seriously.
I CAN'T GET TO SLEEP.
WTF.
I ROLL HERE ROLL THERE FOR NEAR 1 HOUR BUT I JUST
CANNOT FALL ASLEEP.
So I dota-ed.
Damn sianz de nehz.
I WANNA GO SLEEP.
CAUSE....
CAUSE...




PART THREE

FUCK LAR. KNN.
PCB

It's been ages since I last had this feeling.
I'm taking things very seriously from here on.

It's the first time I'm doing this without being sure
of the consequence.

Life's always a waste at one point or another.

Guess we gotta live with it ... !


Strategist !


GL HF


should i go ahead with my plan?

oooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOK BYE

Back from 4E3, or rather, clique outing.
LOL.

Tired sia zzz.

Nan de nei.

So we went to sentosa and played volleyball.
LOL.
All noobs sia...
1-2 hits then ball hit the ground already.
This clearly shows that no one was paying attention
during PE lessons back in Sec 4.
LOL.

Kaya coming back tomorrow.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT
<3 KAYA


TIRED.



WHY?!
the things i want always don't come...
the things i wanna avoid always come...
sian de neh. go draw circles better ~
have i became more retarded?
i seriously think so. zzzz

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooook bye

YAWNZ.

Hahahaha.

Decided to play line up with phua, quan and hang.
And we owned for both matches.
LOL.

NICE NICE.

Pretty much rotted at home for the entire day.
Sentosa outing tomorrow =D

Not sure what we gonna do there actually..
HAHA.

Okay okay.
Nothing le =P


OOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooK BYE

o.O

Baking session today failed terribly.
LOL !!!

What to expect...
HAHAHAHA.
*glances at pig *

ROFL.

But shall try again next week.
Hmm, muffins or cookies? LOL.

Wa sibei tired.
Gonna go sleep soon.
Gotta wake up at 4.30...


tempted... BUT NO !

OOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooK BYE

Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/love-story-lyrics.html



LOL.
GOOD GAME.

The chorus of this song keep replaying in my head ever since the song is played
during the camp. Good game liao la.
LOL.

It's on repeat now ~~

HOHOHO.

Baking session tomorrow.
How will it turn out?
STAY TUNED ~


would you say yes, or no?

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooK BYE

HELLO.

Last day of BAOC !

Kind of fun, went ahead with the performances.
Had group dinner with the addition of some extras. LOL kidding.

So yeap.

Hmm I wonder where the pictures are o.O.

ANYWAY.

This camp is the very first camp that I'm taking a group ~
I finally feel the stress of trying to HYPE UP THE ENTIRE GROUP.
LOL.
On the first day, we(SB) were like 5 idiots talking to ourselves.
But gradually the group started to bond ~

It really isn't easy.

But in a camp, there'd be things you like and you don't.
I don't like certain groups....
Hmm...
LOL.
Never mind about that.

So I learned a lot !


it's the calm before the storm.
i can feel it.
what should i do?
it's all or nothing.
ALL OR NOTHING.
lack of confidence.
GOD DAMN IT



OOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooK BYE

2nd day of camp !

My group is slowly being more participative in the activities.

The activities were kind of fun.
But kind of bored cause I sit at the side doing nothing.
But then again I enjoy watching people play =D

The cheering part was quite cool.
People were kind of high.
LOL.

Everything else is screwed up except for the camp !


Reach school at 8 when I'm supposed to reach at 8.45.
Bloody ROM update so slow.
Started to drizzle when I was walking home.
Losing my voice.
My cough is becoming worse.
Lack of quality sleep.
TOO MUCH THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD !


OOOoooooooooooK BYE

YAWNZ.

So the camp started today.

Nothing much except for remembering the names and playing
lame games.
-,-

Oh and we had to paint flags.
Then we were playing with the paint.
LOL !
Stupid Jan and Estella.
LOL.
Sneak attack one.

-.-

Yawnz.

Don't feel like doing anything.
zZz.
Played a very shitty game cause wasn't concentrating
and lazy to concentrate.
LOL

Yawnz.



Since you said that, then okay, no problem.
Don't ever ask me anything from now on.
=)


OOOOOOOoooook BYE

YAWNZ.

So the camp started today.

Nothing much except for remembering the names and playing
lame games.
-,-

Oh and we had to paint flags.
Then we were playing with the paint.
LOL !
Stupid Jan and Estella.
LOL.
Sneak attack one.

-.-

Yawnz.

Don't feel like doing anything.
zZz.
Played a very shitty game cause wasn't concentrating
and lazy to concentrate.
LOL

Yawnz.



Since you say that, then okay, no problem.
Don't ever ask me anything from now on.
=)


OOOOOOOoooook BYE

Away From The Sun lyrics

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss the life
I miss the colours of the world
Can anyone tell where I am

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
Away from the sun again

I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I know

And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't tell what I've done

And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again

Oh no...
Yeah...
I'm gone...


http://www.elyrics.net/read/0-9/3-doors-down-lyrics/away-from-the-sun-lyrics.html

DAMN IT.

I just recovered from fever.

THEN MY COUSIN CAME TO MY HOUSE.
THEN HE PASSED TO ME HIS COUGH.
DAMN IT.
NOW I'M SICK AGAIN.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Oh, and I was wondering if wilson is dead.
Then he updated his blog !!
Guess he's not dead afterall ^^

Went to sao mu today.
A place filled with death, yet the atmosphere was light.
Hmm, how should I put this in words...
Smiles on everyone's faces as they pay respect to their
ancestors/parents/relatives.

Is death the end, or a new beginning?
o.O



OOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooK BYE

Went for BAOC rehearsal today !

That's pretty much it !
=D


i caught that hint.
i know what to do already.


OOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooK BYE

o.O

Watched the Jackie Chan show.
Shinjiku Incident I think.

GORY SIO !
Didn't expect that from JC's movies.
I heard it's gonna be the last movie for him o.O
BETTER NOT.
ZZZ.

Other than that, nothing much alreaady.

OH, learned all the dance for BAOC today.
So far still okay, still can remember all the steps.
Just that have some problems catching up with the beat and
the synchronising part wasn't good.
AH.


Tomorrow still need to go back.
Hmm...


it's impossible that you failed to see
are you feeling the same way as i do?

OOOOOOOOoooooooK BYE

OKAY.

So I've recovered !

Bloody hell.

So I was down with fever last night.

Tried to BE INDEPENDENT AND COUNT ON MYSELF,
but it failed !!

Went to take a cold bath, got ice packs,
NONE WORKED !

Instead, the temperature went up.

From 38.3 till 38.4.. then 38.5... then 38.6.
OMG.
LOL ~

Then tahan a while, finally cannot liao.
Went to find medicine.
BUT THE PANDADOL HAS NO EXPIRY DATE.
WTF.
LOL.

Wanted to go down to find a clinic by myself.
But then I abandoned the thought after considering
it'd shorten my lifespan.

So yeah, woke my mum up and went down to look for a clinic.
ALL THE BLOODY CLINICS ARE CLOSED. WTF.
EVEN THE WELL-KNOWN 24HOURS CLINIC ALSO CLOSED.
WTF?

Then never mind... Went to the kopitiam where my dad works in the day.
There's this uncle who took my temperature again.
38.7 ! Close to 38.8.

zZz

Went to get panadol from a shop and went home.

Well then I woke up this morning feeling a whole lot better.


zZz.



you blew that chance.
now it's my show?

OOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooK BYE

I'M FINE ALREADY.

=D

OH MY GOD.........

Running a fever now.
Using the thermometer they gave in sec 1 or 2.
LOL.

The ones I bought either went MIA or dead.

CB.

38.38

GG


OOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooK BYE