Saturday, February 28, 2009/ 10:50 AM
Woah. Another day out.
Actually no lar, just came home late.
Now it's near to 3am.
Weee.
Bros meeting today.
Farewell supper for KAYA <333
Crapped a lot, as usual.
Damn fun. Hope got more of such gatherings where 6 of us
go out together.
Kaya is flying on wednesday.
Luckily there's no morning classes on wednesday, so I can send him
at the airport. Weeeeeeee.
Okay. Nothing more already.
FUCKERS !
OOOOooooooK BYE
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Friday, February 27, 2009/ 9:25 AM
zZz Dental appointment tomorrow.
Hmm, been wondering if I should go.
I shouldn't strain my parents lei.
I know they want me to go for the braces thing
if I want, but then again, it's not a small sum of money.
Hmm....!
Maybe I should get some advice from the doctor.
O.O
Alright.
Played basketball at bangyan's house.
Then headed to meet kaya and david at mac.
THAT'S ALL.
SUPER TIRED.
OOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooK BYE
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Thursday, February 26, 2009/ 10:25 AM
HAHAHA.
Just out from a game of DotA and CA.
Sianz lar my razor went HOLYSHIT 11-0 but we still lose.
NOTHING TO UPDATE. NO SCHOOL TOMORROW YEAH MAN XD
OKay. My pig twin must be sleeping like a pig now.
xD
OOOOOooooooK BYE
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Tuesday, February 24, 2009/ 6:00 AM
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Nice weather to sleep ~
I forget what to blog already.
LOL !
MW presentation tomorrow.
WeeWooWaaWiiWaa
CHI KO PEK xD
OOOOOoooooooK BYE
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Monday, February 23, 2009/ 6:25 AM
WOOO.
Busy day.
Hmm so we had MW presentation today.
Not my group though.
AHA !
Then had DANCESPORT.
Seriously, the new dance hor...
SIBEI TOK KONG.
Sibei hard sia !!!
Then went home after S&W.
Upon stepping foot into my house, I received an sms.
LOL !
So I changed to bermudas and went back to school.
Met cherry at the bus stop.
Headed to Central. Walk here walk there to find don't know what shop.
LOL !
Then when we found the shop, there wasn't anyone there.
LOL ! Dinner time for the employee.
So we headed to don't know where again. Just randomly walking.
Then this pig suddenly crave for Starbucks de cake.
So we went there lor xD
When the pig finish, we went to the shop.
She walk around the shop but never buy anything.
HAHA !
Then we took the bus. Took 3 bus to reach her house.
LOL !
Nevermind lah, concession what.
Hahaha.
Went home after walking her up.
THEN WENT HOME AND EAT AND HERE I AM.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooK BYE
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Sunday, February 22, 2009/ 7:12 AM
You'll be safe here - Rivermaya
Nobody knows
Just why we're here
Could it be fate
Or random circumstance
At the right place
At the right time
Two roads intertwine
And if the universe conspired
To meld our lives
To make us
Fuel and fire
Then know
Where ever you will be
So too shall I be
Chorus:
Close your eyes
Dry your tears
'Coz when nothing seems clear
You'll be safe here
From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Weary heart
You'll be safe here
Remember how we laughed
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong
And though the world would
Never understand
This unlikely union
And why it still stands
Someday we will be set free.
Pray and believe
Chorus:
When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here
Save your eyes
From your tears
When everything's unclear
You'll be safe here
From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Wounded heart
When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here
In my arms
Through the long cold night
Sleep tight
You'll be safe here
When no one understands
I'll believe
You'll be safe,
You'll be safe
You'll be safe here
Put your heart in my hands
You'll be safe here
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Stab My Back - The All American Rejects
Now we’re broken on the floor
She just wants me to share her
It hasn’t been this way before
She just wants me to dare her
The phone rings
And she screams
Stab my back
It’s better when I bleed for you
Walk on me
It never was enough to do
Can’t get past her
Falling faster
True.
It hasn’t done a lot for you
And every time he held u close
Yeah were you thinking of me
When I needed you the most
Well I hope that you’re happy
The phone rings
And she screams
Stab my back
It’s better when I bleed for you
Walk on me
It never was enough to do
Can’t get past her
Falling faster
True
It’s better when I bleed for you
I hope that love he gave you
Was just enough to save you
You nearly broke my heart
Just look at what you’re tearing apart
Stab my back
It’s better when I bleed for you
Walk on me
It never was enough to do
Can’t get past her
Falling faster
True
It hasn’t done a lot for you
It’s better when I bleed for you
It never was enough to do
It hasn’t done a lot for….
Superb nice song ... !
Hmm. What did I today?
Orh.
Had lunch with mum at around 2+.
Then... went home and play Combat Arms.
Wah seh. Monkey and me jio joeson, pohling and jason play.
Play like hell, keep tio own. LOL !~
Damn fun.
Everyone was like :
" WAH SEH WHEN DID THIS PERSON APPEAR "
2 more weeks before NPP ends.
Mixed emotions, really.
I'm having so much fun with my current clique -> CKP.
When NPP ends, we will split into our individual courses.
AH......
Just when I'm having fun ~
Of course, not forgetting classmates ~
Damn sianz.
OOOOOOooooooK BYE
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Saturday, February 21, 2009/ 4:36 AM
Lalala.
I finished MINDWORKS ESSAY !!!!
走火入魔
对不起刚才我是不是听错还是我想太多想到了昏头天气不错开了窗吹走脸红进一步退一步都害怕打破更不想在原地永远作朋友给你线索也给我勇敢借口下定决心沉默就让沉默为我们追究你和我这一刻无声的耳语交流却突然震耳欲聋一字一句一瞬间走了火一天一点一转眼入了魔忘了我从什么时候忘了你为什么能够让我一步一步走火入魔和我一直猜一直想一直的揣摩一直到你变成甜蜜的心痛如果可以把如果变成结果下定决心执着就让执着为我们突破我和你的小说这时候出现烟火让情节充满感动一字一句一瞬间走了火一天一点一转眼入了魔忘了我从什么时候忘了你为什么能够让我一步一步走火入魔一字一句一瞬间走了火一天一点一转眼入了魔如果你有相同感受感受到有种突然的冲动放肆一次走火入魔和我一字一句一瞬间走了火一天一点一转眼入了魔忘了我从什么时候忘了你为什么能够让我一步一步走火入魔一字一句一瞬间走了火一天一点一转眼入了魔如果你有相同感受感受到有种突然的冲动放肆一次走火入魔和我如果你有相同感受感受到有种突然的冲动放肆一次走火入魔和我
Watched pink panthers with monkey.
LOL. bear and wilson not free.
So bo bian lor, go dating.
LOL !!!
The show is damn funny. GO WATCH GO WATCH.
LAUGH UNTIL BUAY TAHAN. LOL.
Sibei sian.
Everyone's having problems =O
Another problematic season.
I guess it's pretty normal cause it's always like this >.<
OOOOOoooooOK BYE
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Friday, February 20, 2009/ 8:15 AM
Er..
OH.
Workshop in the morning !
Teaches us to be confident during the presentation.
Hmm, I think it's very useful lei.
Don't know how to put it in words though,
it's like " enlightenment "
Headed to get my sandwich next !!
Woo.
Then went home and play dota with monkey.
Went to sleep after that ~
Woke up by smses.
Played dota again, and went for dinner.
Then headed to xiong's house for basketball.
A lot of people sia.
Chewyi and Pugna also there. LOL.
Damn fun. Lost 1 and won 2.
Damn tiring also.
Went to meet kaya and dave at Mac.
That's all I guess.
Gotta chiong MW essay tomorrow..
HAIS !
Last minute work ~
TYPICAL WL.
you.school.you.school.
OOOOOOooooooK BYE
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Thursday, February 19, 2009/ 5:31 AM
-_- I'm retyping this again !
OoO. Nothing much to update, had BCOMM and CATS.
When I was blogging, beeleng called me.
Aha.
Was quite surprised. Cause I seldom hear from her.
She always work until MIA.
Aha.
Then chatted on the phone for a while.
Her big head ! Haha.
Then update her a bit on what I doing recently lo.
Kinda funny, she's damn retarded.
LOL !!
That should be all for today.
SIANESS, CANNOT GO S&W TOMORROW...
LEARN NEW DANCE SOMEMORE...
T.T
school is meaningless... againOOOOoooooooOK BYE
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009/ 12:04 AM
Ah boring.
Weather is freaking hot...!
Ah ~
Gonna fill my time with DOTA ~
I just done a good deed ^^
-_- I wanna change my blogsong but I don't have the song !!
Can't find on imeem also ~~
OOOOoooooK BYE
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Tuesday, February 17, 2009/ 4:43 AM
等待
我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱
我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
我愿意改变(what can i do?)
重新再来一遍(just give me a chance)我无法只是普通朋友感情已那么深
叫我怎么能收手
但你说
i only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在
你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
so i
我不能只是be your friend
i just can't be your friend
no,no,no,
我不能只是做你的朋友
不能只是做普通朋友Nice song by Tao Ze !
HOR MONKEY?
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.........
Is this one of the rare times in life where you can
neither advance nor retreat?
Is this one of the rare times in life where you watch
your world crumble and fall before you?
.........
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Monday, February 16, 2009/ 1:14 AM
LALALA.
Pretty tiring !
Had MW.
Test !
FULL MARKS XD!!!
Muawahahahaha.
Then had dance !
We're finishing up the second dance already.
MUAWAHAHAHAHA.
Went home ~
Online-ed and went into Dota.
xD.
That's probably why I didn't reply some of you.
Ahaha.
Then saw something unpleasant. But it's alright (:
Okay !
Bcomm tomorrow.
4hours of lecture.
GG TO ME.
i didn't expect you to be like this.
sigh.
you reap what you sow.
when it all ends, i'd be standing here to see
you crumbling into pieces.
OOOOOOOOooooooooK BYE
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Sunday, February 15, 2009/ 1:31 AM
Plan A and B are not working !
Lolz !
Plan A is failing badly.
AH !!!
Nevermind.
But then. Plan B still sucks.
!!!!!
Plan C ba ~
Then I was wondering.
MY STYLE WRONG MEH.
That's how I do it from the past till now.
Still got what other styles sia.
If this style not working then how.
THIS IS THE ONLY STYLE I KNOW.
WOOF WOOF.
LOL
EH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MINDWORKS QUIZ TOMORROW.
SHOULD I STUDY?
OR DOTA?
LOL !!!!
Sianz.
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Saturday, February 14, 2009/ 10:15 PM
Hmm.
How should I put this across...
In layman terms, I've realized how
screwed the economy is already. Maybe a bit slow la.
LOL.
As in, I knew that the economy sucks.
But I don't know to what degree.
I think I'm caught in the financial crisis already.
LOL.
Gotta save money for braces.
But then again, it's not confirmed yet.
As in, I might not go for it.
Shall see how it goes.
Went for breakfast with parents.
Bought the nasi briyani.
That's when I realized how expensive things were.
$4.50 for like... a tiny bit of food.
The funniest thing was the Teh Bing.
Seriously.
One teh, hot de, cost around 90cents.
But teh bing costs $1.20 !!!
The quantity is the same, it's only that teh bing
got ice. WAHHH !!!
Ice 30cents sia. Kaoz.
LOL !!!
No wonder my mum say that in a kopitiam,
the stall that sells drinks will be the main income
for the kopitiam.
Damn ex.
Must save money liao la.
LOL.
Die le.
Hmm, or should I abandon braces?
See how la.
KP !!!!
Fuck the economy !!!
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooK BYE
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" She's a dwelling place for demons "
Beast and the Harlot
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AHAHAHA.
Today is a nice day !
Not because I've successfully dated somebody out for
Valentines ._.
But because I finally get to buy the shorts I always wanted
and a top.
OH, and the don't know what.
HAHAHA.
So I woke up early in the morning.
Got woken up by sms.
Valentines day greeting !
Haha.
Then I ate and slacked before calling dave.
We headed to Bugis......AGAIN !!!
Walked and shopped.
Bought 3 pieces of clothings, spent around 40+ !
Quite cheap hor. Hahaha.
Then went to bbq at bangyan's house.
It was hosted by him and his condo-mates.
Pretty fun, ate and played basketball.
Then me and monkey were thrashed, 11-0
LOL ~!!!!
OI, we let you win only la.
Hahahaha
Didn't want to leave so early but because
monkey has to catch the bus, so we left at around
11.15.
Then went to meet kaya and dave.
Talked a lot. Mostly about kungfu thingy.
CREATIVITY ~!!!
Then talked about bermudas triangle and don't know what thing.
HAHAH.
OKayyyyyyyy.
That marks the end of my VALENTINES DAY.
So well-spent xD
i was hoping that you could handle this like an adult.
seriously. i have never ever thought that you'd have
the same mindset as the rest.
sigh.
OOOOOOoooooooK BYE
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Friday, February 13, 2009/ 8:55 PM
SINGLE AWARENESS DAY !!!
Hahahahaha
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AHA.
Woke up at 7. Prepared and headed for school.
Then I forgot to bring towel and socks.
So DEAR YUNDA brought for me LOL !!!
Played basketball for a while.
With Danial(Tan), Hadi and kaya.
AHAHAHA.
Wa damn sian.
Then were playing games like ABC.
But that was after kaya left.
Then we played this game where 3 of us shoot a 3pointer ball,
if any of us scores, the people who missed will have to do 5 push ups.
Then played for a while before we changed the push ups to running.
Damn funny sia hahaha.
Bathed and headed to the library for movie.
Seriously, Danial said it was nice but I fell asleep.
Headed for Vivo next !
Oh, and a lot of my classmates bought sweets and cookies
for the entire class.
So cool lei ^^
Group up with Shaun(err is it Shawn or Shaun? ) , Hazel,
Anson and Qi Heng.
Hazel chose Forever 21 for our task.
We boarded the bus to Vivo.
I tried to sleep.
But that annoying pig threw don't know what thing at me.
Hahahaha !
Oh, and Anson also kenna, he lost his game LOL
._.
Then we finished the task at Vivo in less than 45minutes.
Shaun/Shawn suggested playing pool and off we went.
Hazel went shopping. Hahaha.
Wa I suck at pool. LOL. Anyhow hit one.
LOL !!!
The white ball always go in. Hahahahaha.
Then went back for debrief and HOME !!
Took 188 with the blur blur and ben ben de liwei.
Told her many things which happened in the past
during our secondary school life.
Hahahaha. It was fun talking to her.
Suan her xD
Then I went home and DOTA for a while before
having my dinner.
Met kaya and dave after dinner.
Saw EY at PrimeMart, then he joined us for slack.
Got fate sia, I got this sudden urge to drink the mango thingy,
so I dragged them along to PrimeMart and that's when
we say EY laoda.
Chit chat a while.
Kaya is seriously very dirty.
LOL.
Oh, forgot to add, just now that bitch ALY TAN YING YING
SIBEI KAOPEH !!!
HAHAHAHA.
Keep abuse me verbally.
CB DE.
You suck lar bitch xD
THAT'S ABOUT IT.
I'm gonna get something tomorrow I guess ^^
OOOOOOOoooooooK BYE
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Thursday, February 12, 2009/ 3:47 AM
LALALALALALA.
BCOMM again. LOL.
Today's BCOMM was rather boring at first.
Then it gradually became very fun.
!!!
It started off with the email writing test. Some sort of
letter writing. Aha. Not sure how I will do for the test though..
Then moved on to Discussion skills. Notes were on presentation slides.
Then had mini group discussion which I never contribute at all
cause I couldn't think of anything to say. Lolz.
Then I was chatting with Keryn and Jan on ebuddy.
LOL.
Me and Jan were damn grateful that someone invented ebuddy.
Then we had this splitting of the group thingy. Then I was in a group
with Rina, Sue, Serena and Anson.
Then we keep crapping. Our question was
" Do you agree that Singlish preserves the singapore culture and roots? "
Crap, of couse no la. LOL.
Then we keep crapping.
Rina was the laggy note taker, she was like HUH WHAT HUH!!
LOL.
Then Sue admitted that she only know how to talk but not contribute ideas!
LOL!!
But everyone in the group also ended up contributing a lot of ideas.
Then Serena and Anson were like O.O
Sue and I were crapping...
" OI YOU GO OUT FACE THE WALL AND DO SELF-REFLECTION "
I said this to Rina two times LOL.
AND OI, I THINK I'M THE BEST LEADER AROUND.
XD
Then we finished up with the lesson.
Then went for lunch. Here comes the fun part.
Yunda came with his " valentines' day present "
One small HEART-SHAPED CAKE for Jan and one big cake for us.
LOL.
Don't need to say also know right xDD
Then headed for CATS.
Hazel was late again LOL.
So she sat beside me and Hadi cause there wasn't any other empty seats.
Err then had group discussion.
LOL.
Funniest part.
We keep clapping and shouting " YEAH GOOD WORK " OR " YEAH
GOOD IDEA "
It's damn fun man. Seriously.
LOL.
Hadi and I were like super high la, clap and clap and clap.
Then talk a lot of crap.
Then all our ideas are like damn crappy and whacky.
LOL.
The lesson ended off with Group 1 doing forfeit.
They acted a scene from the movie, Bolt.
Which I have totally no idea what it is.
LOL.
I just saw Anson crawling around and it ended.
LOL.
Went to take 61. Boarded the second bus cause the first
was damn crowded.
Saw PigTwin inside.
Then she was like TWIN TWIN TWIN.
Then I think I heard her friend asking her if my name is twin -.-"
But she dao me when she alight the bus stop, I tried waving to her
LOL !!!
Haha. I saw ShunLi too.
So I sat beside ShunLi and crapped all the way home.
Hahaha. Going to play basketball and squash tomorrow with
Danial, Yunda and Hadi.
I never play squash before ._.
OKAYY. QUITE DETAILED HOR ^^
OOOOOooooooK BYE (:
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Wednesday, February 11, 2009/ 1:14 AM
O.O BORING DAY.
AHAHAHAH.
Not really leh, was quite okay.
But I forgot what I did.
OoooOooOooo.
Oh! MW in the morning from 9-11.30.
Yawnz. He teach for 1hour nia. Minus here minus
there.
Then went for lunch and then S&W !!!
Learnt new steps, which I had trouble with in the beginning.
My mind was preoccupied with something else during
S&W. Hmm, but I managed to catch up later on.
Naomi is hilarious. I swear.
Aha. Shun Li is damn fucking funny.
HAHAHA.
Then went to wait for kaya at the bus stop.
But he damn slow, so I went to Atrium to look for him.
Then we took 985 with his friend.
Then it started raining heavily when we reach
CDANS bus stop !!!
Bo bian lor, take out our weapon...
JACKET.
Cover bag liao then zhao zhao zhao.
So we were rushing and talking crap at the same time.
Damn funny.
Very long never walk in the rain liao (:
Then when we were reaching the shelter,
THE RAIN SUDDENLY BECAME VERY SMALL.
WTH !!!!
-.-
So I'm done already !!
Muawhahaha.
my eye candy <3sigh. is this really what i want?
seems like i'm always doing the wrong things.
seems like i should get used to being the wrong person.
OOOOOOooooooK BYE
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Tuesday, February 10, 2009/ 3:56 AM
So boring.
LOL.
Had BCOMM in the morning.
Went through email writing and stuffs.
Very similar to letter writing ^^
I was chatting on msn like nearly throughout
the lesson.
Then I threw a bomb over to the other side of the
room. LOL !!!
Stupid Jan. AHAHA.
Hmm, then went to meet kaya. Then took 985 to batok, wanted
to go Mac to slack.
In the end his lappy was unable to connect via the wireless network.
So we walked home.
Crapped a lot. And saw NGA BANG YAN on the way home.
Hahahaha.
Oi. He jio me out on valentines day.
LOL. No lah. His house got BBQ.
But then I haven't agree cause might be going out with bros.
OIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. LET'S SPEND VALENTINES ON MOUNT FABER.
I'm so bored man.
VALENTINESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
LOL.
This year also same la. Hahahaha.
Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
What was I supposed to blog ... Hmm.
OH my
eye candy ^^
OOOOOoooooooK BYE
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Monday, February 9, 2009/ 5:05 AM
Cold le la cold le la.
Of course I'm sure lah.
LOL.
You try to put yourself in my shoes then see
you cold or not ._.
I have a lot to say !!!
But I can't phrase them properly ._.
Aha. Presentation tomorrow.
OK bye.
OOOOOOOOOooooooK BYE
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Sunday, February 8, 2009/ 2:08 AM
......
Yawnz.
Boring day. Stucked at home doing nothing.
And I just remembered that I'm supposed to
finish my CATS stuff. But haven't do yet lei.
Hmm. None of my CKP Group mates are online leh.
LOL !!!
How to do manzxzxzxzxz.
Oh yeap, S&W tomorrow.
Dance dance LOL !!!
This week is the 4th week. And MW's assignment is due
in 6th week. Which I haven't even started.
This also means that DPA will end in around5 weeks more.
Which also means that I probably won't get to see
my CKP anymore ):
CKP is seriously the best group one can ever ask for LOL !!!
Oh, CKP = Chi Ko Pek (:
Had a long talk.
It's not that I don't understand, it's just that
I can't do that. I also know that you might not
understand what I want.
It seems like the familiar feeling is coming back again.
I sincerely pray that history won't repeat itself, cause
I can't take it if it happens again.
I think I've said this before.
It's impossible to describe a feeling with words, because feelings are
meant to be felt, not said.
And anyway, I wanna thank JIE and HANG.
When I was lost and frustrated, they were
there for me to talk to. xD
AND ALY TAN YING YING LOLLLLL.
I FEEL SO SHIOK WHEN I CALL YOUR FULL NAME.
LOL !!!
Thanks man.
I'm so shocked that you actually knew how I felt.
Cause I don't even know what I was feeling.
LOL.
Thanks man !!
BUT CAN YOU GET YOUR FUCKING ASS BACK HOME NOW????
LOL.
I need more of the ALY-Talk.
And then Jorina aka Auntie.
Hahaha. I always irritate her xD
MUAWAHAHAHA, BUT SHE DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED
YESTERDAY ~ NEVER ONLINE ._.
Actually this is the first time that I needed help so badly in my life.
I've lived for 16years + and never needed any help cause
I will always have solutions. But this time, I'm at wits' end.
And I'm thankful for my friends ^^
OOOOOOOoooooooK BYE
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Saturday, February 7, 2009/ 10:06 PM
How can I ever sit there and watch other people hurt you?
It's too painful.
I've felt it once, and I'll never allow myself to feel that a second time.
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It's the first time I'm having trouble expressing myself in words.
How to get the point across in words?
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And here I see you trying to compel people into making
the same mistake which you did.
And that mistake probably cost you your true friends.
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Turn The Other Way Slit my wrists, take away the pain.
Slit my throat, everyone's to blame.
Lost in the fields of confusion.
Restless nights, they're not far away.
I came here for something and I'm not turning back.
A calm piece of mind but you still hold my keys.
Keeping my fate deep within your threshold.
Petty inconvenience but it means the world to me.
You have the power.
To set me free.
Caught in your grasp, how?
Just let me be.
Give me control out.
Out of these depths.
A fiery hell.
I pray for death.
I've been the wrong one time and time again.
Now I'm on my knees forgive me please.
Tore out my heart and handed to me on a silver platter.
Sew up the hole, emptiness in the place of compassion.
You made me this way.
I am the product of your creation.
Look the other way.
Now you've turned your back on me.
You've turned away from me, the future's much to far away to see.
I hope you learn the truth,
not the way things were meant to be with me and you.
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i really need someone to tell me what's going on.
WHAT IS HAPPENING?
COME ON.
I'M STUCKED HERE STONING AT 2.18 IN THE MORNING.
Don't throw me back into the depths of hell.
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What's happening?
fuckest day in my fucking entire life
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Fun trail today.
Ehh, quite fun sia.
Interesting man !!!
But I still don't know the locations
of the buildings xDD
After that, headed for group lunch.
So many of us sia.
All in orange. Coincidentally, our DPA shirt's colour
is the same as the cleaners' uniform in the foodcourt.
One of the stall holder even asked my fren is she was
new LOL.
New as in new cleaner ._.
Then took 106 with NEOH back to batok.
Told her a lot of things, practically everything.
Things which happened recently.
A lot a lot.
It's like my emotions are on a roller coaster.
Goes up and down... Just like that.
Sometimes I really wonder if what I did was wrong.
If it isn't wrong, then why am I so frustrated and feel so torn?
Everything seems so hopeless.
The most frustrating thing that can ever happen is the failure
to see the problem in myself.
Stare at the mirror for a thousand years and I still don't know
what's wrong.
I don't know what I did, I have no idea why things turned out this way.
All I know is that I'm hating this.. to the core.
Can someone tell me what to do?
I've really run out of options.
I can't think properly, I can't think logically.
Everything is so messed up.
Any wise ones out there to guide me?
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Friday, February 6, 2009/ 9:04 AM
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Thursday, February 5, 2009/ 7:52 AM
Lessons. Bus. Slack. Home.
What's happening nowadays?
有时热,有时冷。
为什么?
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Wednesday, February 4, 2009/ 4:46 AM
Muawahahaha.
So I went to school today.
Left house at 7.30.
WOW.
Saw kaya_!_ while walking to Gombak Mrt.
Wanted to walk to Batok, but since I saw kaya then we took
bus.
Then crapped on the bus la. Haha.
Then he left first cause he's already late for lessons.
Then I wait for liwei to come.
She arrived like 10minutes later.
Then we happily got on the bus, thinking that we'd be early.
But I was so wrong.
There was a traffic jam at bukit timah.
Frustrated and pissed off, me liwei and yihan
decided to walk to school.
-.-
Tiring.
Then crapped during MW. The total effective time CKP
spent teaching us was like 1 1/2 hours out of 4.
Then as usual, we were released early.
Then went to eat and discuss CATS project and bla bla bla.
Then went for S&W.
Learnt a new dance, but I dunno how to spell.
But anyway I had a change of partner.
My partner was Hannah(not sure if it's spelled like this xD) for
cha cha. Then changed to Naomi for the new dance.
Pretty fun, but pretty tiring !
Then called kaya and we met at the bus stop.
Took 61 home and 945 to my house.
Then we took his laptop bag and cabbed to redhill.
WTH.
We walked for a long distance in the rain cause he don't know
where to ask the taxi uncle to stop.
._.
Then we finished up our things and walk back to the bus stop IN THE RAIN.
Then we waited for a whooping 1hour to board 61.
-_-
Then crapped with kaya in the bus.
Seriously, we saw a cutie on the bus.
Then I keep disturbing him by sabo-ing him using
dave's method.
Then he buay tahan LOL.
Very fun xD
Oh yaaaaaaaaaaa.
Went to get my EZLink card today.
WEEEE, CONCESSION HORRRRRRRR.
XD
Okay. Going to maple le. xD
Stupid meow ~
OOOOOOooooooK BYE
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Tuesday, February 3, 2009/ 7:24 AM
^^
Had presentation today.
Quite okay, just not enough time to sort out
my content, a little messy.
Then had CATS.
And off we head for JP.
Took 174 there, one hour ride I think.
Then caught the movie Love Matters with pig.
Hmm, I'm 17 this year horrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...!
She so emo, put on hoodies.
Then don't wanna talk to me.
But I keep pester her xD
Then my pestering worked.
Yay. Muawahahaha.
The show was okay, the main theme is on love and relationship.
The father and the son both got tricked by women. Hahaha.
Rushed to the toilet after the show cause I drank a lot.
Then pig like a bit no balance xD
Her trotters pain. Hahaha.
Then we took MRT to Commonwealth and took 100 to her house.
2nd time we're taking this route.
Pig also kinda lost her balance on the MRT ride. xD
Hahaha.
Walked her home ^^
Then went back to take 188 home.
My day is GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT xD
Thanks stupid pig (:
Hmm, double MW tomorrow.
Hahaha crapping session xD
OOOOOOOoooooOK BYE
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Monday, February 2, 2009/ 6:05 AM
30 Seconds To Mars - The Kill
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?
Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you
What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you
Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am
Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down
What if I wanted to break?
What if I, what if I, what if I
Bury me, bury me
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Boring day.
Had MW, then SW and CATS.
Finished learning cha cha.
Starting on something else this wednesday.
Then went to take 985. The bus is crowded.
Then went home.
Went down for dinner, parents never cook.
Dad sleeping and mum went to buy groceries, so I
went down alone lor.
Hahaha.
That's all I think.
Hmm... I seriously don't know how to answer your question.
And I know I'm not convincing, but it's okay.
I'll prove with my actions.
歌曲:
思念是一种病演唱:张震岳
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点有没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的
思念是一种病久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了什么蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
oh
思念是一种病oh
思念是一种病一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
oh
思念是一种病oh
思念是一种病一种病
OOOOOoooooK BYE.
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Sunday, February 1, 2009/ 6:45 AM
Hmmmm.
Woke up at 9+.
zZz.
Then went down to have lunch while smsing that pig.
Then went home, then went down again.
Hahahaha.
Then auntie came. Don't know number what de auntie.
A little irritated at first.
Then went to sleep, but cannot sleep.
Then that pig called me.
I wasn't angry, I was just bored.
And I understand that you weren't in good mood.
^^
Then after I hung up the phone, I tried to go back to sleep.
But then cannot sleep, cause I keep thinking what happened.
Then I smsed pig.
Pig suggested that she tell me tomorrow.
BUT I DON'T WANT XD
PLUS I WANNA SEE HER XD
So we met at jurong.
Had a quick bathe and rushed to take 945 to Wm.
Then rushed to the basement there.
There it was, the flower shop.
I look here look there, unsure which type should I buy.
But the worst thing is I don't know which is real and which
is fake de -_-
Never buy before ma ._.
Then I stand there see see.
Then the aunties and uncles all diao me, wondering what I doing.
Then I decided to get this white flower which I assumed is a white rose.
I actually have no idea how a rose looks like LOL.
There wasn't any pink roses in sight T.T
Then here comes the funniest part.
I took the flower and went to the cashier.
Then the lady wanna wrap the flower using an ordinary piece of paper.
Then I was like...
Me : Err do you guys provide wrapping service?
Her: (*looks shocked*)(i don't know why she looked shocked) Yes we do, which type do you want?
Me : Errr which type do you have?
Her : the transparent ones?
Me : (*have absolutely no idea what she is saying*) orh okay anything
Then I forgot what she said, but I just said anything to everything she said.
LOL.
Then after she wrapped the flower, I went into the supermarket.
Then I tried to find dark choco.
But cannot find, then sms came and pig reached tanglin.
Tanglin is near jurong ma, so I quickly rushed to BATOK MRT.
Took train to Jurong.
Lucky not late =P
Then waited for a while for her.
Then the pig is really retarded.
xD
Anyway, I didn't know what to say to her.
So I just told her " I give you something "
Which sounds totally retarded now that I recall it.
And yeah then I gave it to her.
Just something that I hope will cheer her up cause she's
having a bad day ^^
Then we headed to JP's starbucks.
She ate the cheesecake.
Hahaha.
NEXT TIME FEED ME AGAIN XD
Oh, then took train to Commonwealth and took bus to her house.
Walked her back, didn't realized that her uncle was there.
Sorry !!! I was occupied with my thoughts.
Hahaha.
Then I waved goodbye ( T.T ).
Then walked back to bus stop and 188 came in around 2 minutes.
THEN I'M HOME !!!!
Cheer up Stupid Pig (:OOOOOoooooK BYE
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