confusing what is real.
always went so far, but what happened in the end?
just stucked, hollow and alone.
like i'm close to something real,
finding something i've wanted all along.
it's not the way i've imagined in my mind.
i can't justify the way everyone's looking at me.
i'm trying to bend the truth.
so i'm lying away from you.
no, no turning back now.
i better be all alone.
anywhere on my own cause i can see.
the very worst part of you.
is me.
it's easier to run.
replacing this pain with something else.
sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back.
and never moving forward so there will not be a past.
all of the helplessness inside.
pretending i don't feel misplaced.
it's so much simpler than change.
i can't convince you.
just believe this is real.
i can't feel.
the way i did before.
time won't heal.
this damage anymore.
don't turn your back on me.
a little unconfident.
sometimes i don't make sense.
but i'll never have a doubt.
cause whatever i do, i can't convince you.
so just hear me out.
hear me out now.
you gotta listen to me.
like it or not.
right now.
memories consume.
like opening the wound.
you all assume.
i'm safe here in the room.
unless i try to start again.
LOL. Random lyrics from random songs from Linkin Park xD