Woo.
Just woke up.
Muawahahaha.

Hmm.

Went to temple to pray yesterday.
Then headed to bugis to find david.

Then we walk here walk there.
Then go inside Flexor, G(something something) and Legends.
Then nothing we saw caught our eyes.

We went into Pescados next.
Hmm. Not bad.
But I kinda regret buying the top !!!!!

Okay. Then called that idiot, and then we headed to Wisma.
ON FOOT !
Omg, tired sia.
Hahaha.

Then we walk walk walk. That idiot say that she is at the backdoor.
LOL.

Decided to meet her at her shop.
So we walked walked walked and saw the shop.
Clever man.

Then I think she was a little surprised cause she thought I was alone.

Hmm. Then she nidda buy conditioner. So we headed to Guardians I think. Can't
remember.
Hahaha.

After that, went to the bus stop to take 143.

Then chatted on the bus while david dozed off. LOL.

Then david waited for me at the bus stop while I walk her to her house.
Saw her relatives. Lolz !

Then waved goodbye( T.T ).

After which, I went to the coffeeshop's toilet.
Hahahaha.
Then bought 2 cans of coke.

Then went back to meet david.

DAVE WAS LISTENING TO HIS PHONE THE ENTIRE TIME WHILE WAITING FOR ME.
THIS KIND OF BROTHER GO WHERE FIND?
YOU TELL ME YOU TELL ME.
FUCK BROS HUAT AR _!_


Oh, then went back to Wm for dinner @ KFC.
Ate le then chit chat a while. Then walked home.
Hahaha.

Oh, have to go edit my assignment already.
Due on tuesday.
Hmm.

^^



OOOOOOOOOOoooooooK BYE

But you made me believe...

Kidnap my heart, take me with you
Kidnap my heart, makes my dreams come true

Kidnap my heart

Bored.

Done with presentation today.
Was rather smooth.

Then went home.
Down 2, then went to sleep cause the weather
is so hot.

Should have continued sleeping !


Hmm, should I go to bangyan's house latta?
Sianz.



Nothing's changed.
Still the same old character.
Take everything and acts as though it's okay.
But deep inside, no one knows what's going on.


But. I spent 10 minutes thinking about what went wrong.
Something like what the camp taught me.
Hmm.
It seems like I always let my emotions blind me.

I always get so pissed off that I begin to down many cans.
I always get so frustrated that I punch the wall many times.

It's time to stop it.

I'm not an idiot.
All these stuffs I do are just things that hurt myself.
And it's entirely wrong.

Anger and sadness are nothing but passing clouds in our life.
They'll be gone one day.
But if we let them control our mind, and ultimately we'll
do things that we do not wish to.
And then we will end up making things worse and making
our life miserable.

Lesson learnt : NEVER EVER ALLOW YOUR EMOTIONS TO BLIND YOU.

OOOOOooooooK BYE

o.O !!!!!!!

(: You're finally back ^^

Presentation tomorrow.

ALL THE BEST.


爱我别走


OOOOOoooooOK BYE

Woot, I survived school today.

Hmm, had MW.
Danial wasn't here, SO DIDN'T CRAP T.T
Yawned approximately 8times during the lessons.

The subject that Tham was teaching is quite boring.
For today I mean.
It's like...
Very boring.
But I managed to keep myself awake.
GRATS WL

Then had SW.
Danced with nearly all the ladies in the class.
Cause have to rotate partners.
Quite fun, learnt new steps xD
But my steps buay steady de.
Hahaha (:

Wa sibei tired.
Fell asleep on the sofa while watching the 5.30 show
on channel 8.
Then when I woke up, I'm sweating like hell.
Very hot sia.
-,-


Hmm. Tomorrow's thursday ! ^^
Finally I can see you.
(:




Each time that sentence appears in my head,
it throws my mind into a chaotic state.
Contradicting, yeah.
It's those type of sentences which I hope I will never see.
When the truth looks so much like a lie and when the lie
looks so much like the truth,
who can tell me which is the truth and which is the lie?
Who can tell me where to place my faith?



OOOOOOOOooooooK BYE

Argh !!!

School tomorrow.
CNY is going to be over.
THANK GOD !!!

Don't be mistaken, I'm not looking forward to school tomorrow.
It's just that thursday is coming ^^

2 days of school without my motivator.
On top of that, 4hours of B COMM ON THURSDAY.
GOD PLEASE BLESS ME.
I SHALL TRY MY BEST TO KEEP MYSELF AWAKE ~
Oh, group work. Shit. I'm so anti-social in class.
Weird eh, seems like dave, kaya and me all anti social in class.


ARGH.

However, tomorrow is a pretty fun day I guess.
MINDWORKS !~!!
CAN SEE MY LECTURER LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
THEN CRAP WITH CHI KO PEKS.
HAHAHAHAHA.
And SW after that.
WOOT DANCING.
CHA CHA ~

But it all becomes boring when you're not around ):

Hmm. I think I just recalled the DPA lady saying that we have
to be present for 80% of the classes. This leaves 20% for us to pon...
Ah ~!!
Nope, this is certainly not a good idea because I'm not supposed to be lazy.
But I do wish to pon class with kaya......
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DON'T BE LAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

I SHALL TRY MY BEST TO SURVIVE THE NEXT 2 DAYS.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.


Went to Yiyi's house in the morning. She stay at west coast, soooo far ~
Actually not quite ._.
Then Yiyi de husband took us to Simei, along with 2 of her kids.
Her kids were crying, like one after another.
Take turn. The car was in chaos. Hahaha
Then picked my auntie from Simei, and went to Punggol to find
my uncle. Then had my lunch there, 2 whooping plates of noodle.
Not bad lei.

Then we went home.
Then I waited for wilson and ahbui to come my house.
After one frustrating match od DotA, we headed to Avalyn's house.
Then greeted Lilian Auntie and Uncle.
Then ah bui mama came xD
With chicken wings and curry chicken.
Oh ya, and pork.
Haha.

Then we ate... Eat and eat and eat.
DAMN FULL.
Then wilson and I walked to Gombak MRT to top up his EZ link card.
Then wilson headed to WM for movie with his dar.
Then I walk home lor ... ALONE !!! ._.
LOL


Hmm. Why you never reply me?
Is everything alright?


ANYWAY.
HAPPY CNY TO EVERYONE OUT THERE.
SHARE ANGBAO MONEY PLEASE.
TYTY <3
( off to count my income for the past 2 days xD)



OOOOOOoooooooK BYE

Crap.
My chest hurts whenever I breathe.


Try spelling life without frustration.
Try spelling love without alcohol.


GO DIG YOUR GRAVE.


Hmm...
I might be extending my hair ~

At times I just don't understand why I feel so lost.

There's something that I don't ever understand.

There's this saying,
one person tells a lie and the hurt is inflicted on the person
who is being lied to.
Why?
Why is it that people who always hurt others, DO NOT GET HURT?
WHY?
Whatever happened to karma?
" he/she will get retribution "
I guess the sentence above is just to comfort yourself.


Why must 2 people face the shit left behind by another person's actions?
Why?
Why can't things go the way I want them to go?
WHY MUST THINGS ALWAYS BE THIS WAY?



I guess I'll never ever understand.


Having all these thoughts in my head only makes me wanna
drink and drink... and drink.

Braces?
Should I?

Hmm...

Maybe I should o.O

Ah.

Had reunion dinner.
STEAMBOAT !

Nice.

Every year also same one.
But it's good la.
xD


Spent my time watching TV and doing nothing.
Lie on the floor like a slug.
=.=
Actually I'm not in the CNY mood.
Dave isn't, too.
wilson, ken, kaya and EY I'm not very sure.
But I think EY is in CNY mood.
CNY, to me is like cleaning the house getting nagged
everyday to cut my hair ~



I was thinking of when to do my assignments.
Then a sudden thought flashed past my mind.

In CATS, I learnt more about the human brain and stuffs.
Then everyone is supposedly to be good at something,
be it body smart, nature smart and etc.
But none of the thing actually applies to me sia.
Then I keep wondering what I am good at ._.
I think I'm good at nothing ._.


It's inevitable that you have no confidence in yourself
when you failed many times ._.
And for those you didn't fail, you were plain lucky.
-_-


Waiting for the clock to strike 12,
then I can start the praying session thingy.
Then I can meet bros.
But kaya and wilson are mia.
-_-


The zodiac guy said that
I WILL HAVE GOOD LUCK IN RELATIONSHIPS
THIS YEAR !!!!!!
*HINT HINT*
xDD
Let's see how it goes ^^



Twinkle, little star.

The stars in the night will lend me their light,
to show me the way to your heart.

BUSY BUSY.

Was kinda busy for the entire day.

Woke up at 11+ I think.
Then rushed to insert my SIM card into my new 890i.

Then I activated the caller display number service.
THEY CHARGE 10BUCKS FOR ACTIVATION WTH !!!

Then headed to my father's stall.

THEN MY MUM TELL ME TO GO BACK HOME AND TAKE
BOXES DOWN.
-_-
SO I WALKED ALL THE WAY BACK ~

Then...
Had lunch with my mum cause my father don't feel like eating.

Then mum dragged me to the fruits stall to buy some fruits.
Then we went to buy ba gua for AHBUI MAMA.
Hohoho, finally buy for them after 6 years xD
Then went to her house, but no one was in except for AHBUI MEIMEI.
So I passed the things to her.
Hahaha


Then brought the things my mum bought home.

My pc was on from morning till afternoon to charge my Ipod.
Hmm.

Then checked out maplesea's website.
THEN TURNED OUT THAT THERE'S 2X TODAY !!

Then I quickly online-ed her character and leveled twice.
Hmm, monday and tuesday also got 2x.
Must chiong.

After finishing the 2x, I went down again ._.
To collect my jeans.

Oh yah, I haven't try it yet xD

Hmm.
Then went home and watched the show, the coffee prince.
Like not bad lei, quite funny.
Hahaha.

Then went down for dinner with my parents.
Then headed to my father's stall again, cause he wanna clear
the rubbish.

I followed my mum to PRIMEMART cause she wanna get something.
Then I bought half a dozen of TIGER !!!!
Later can drink liao.
WAHOHOHO.

Then went home, damn shag.
But still okay lah.


WHY SMS OVERSEAS SO EX DE T.T
Or the lady bluff me? LOL.
Nevermind, tomorrow I call again.
LOL !!!!
I hope the other people will say something else like
" it's the same price "

Lalala, going in maple again.


5 days more ~

I MISS YOU

OOOOOooooooK BYE

SO SAD............................................

6 days to go.
I'm not really sure whether you will see this post,
BUT REMEMBER TO KEEP YOUR PROMISE xD
Of course, I will keep mine too.

I think you haven't landed yet.
BUT I ALREADY MISS YOU ~

Took 3 long bus rides today.

Lazy elaborate liao.

I'M ALREADY WAITING FOR THURSDAY TO COME ~


Assignments due friday !
Actually is a presentation.
But I haven't get all the stuffs done.
THEN GOT ANOTHER ASSIGNMENT DON'T KNOW DUE WHEN.
But I already got a concept in mind for this assignment.
Just have to do the explanation and get some pictures.

Hmm. Let me see.
I know le. When I go to kaya's house during the eve of cny then
I complete all my assignments.
THEN CAN SLACK LE.
Opps no slacking xD


OOOOOOOooooooK BYE

Let it bleed
The Used

This poison's my intoxication
I broke the needle off in my skin
Picked the scabs and picked the bleeding
And assumed that it was all in vain
A positive scab that's never healing
Calloused hit me in the face
A burning bridge that's so misleading
Poison's more potent now with the flame

Let it bleed
And take the red for what it's worth
Watch the fire
Fill your lungs with smoke for the last time
If you feel like dying you might wanna sing

The fire department couldn't drown the city
They didn't even try to wash it clean
And what did you think that I was sober
Put me out cause I'm on fucking fire
A positive scab that's never healing
I regret that I kept this clean
The most that I can do for you is keep on lying
It's not a lie if you can let it sing

Let it bleed
Take the red for what it's worth
Watch the fire
Fill your lungs with smoke for the last time
If you feel like dying you might wanna sing

Ohoh you might wanna sing
You might wanna sing
You might wanna sing
Sing
You might wanna sing
You might wanna sing
You might wanna sing or scream it...

This poison's my intoxication
I broke the needle off in my skin
Picked the scabs and picked the bleeding
And assumed that it was all in vain

Let it bleed
Take the red for what it's worth
Watch the fire
Mamma, fill your lungs with smoke for the last time
If you feel like dying
If you feel like dying
If you feel like dying, You might wanna sing
You might wanna sing
You might wanna sing
You might wanna sing or scream it

It feels so empty and wrong.
It feels so hopeless and discouraged.
God. Tell me what's happening.
Cause I have no idea what's going on.
All I know is that this doesn't feel good.

AHHHHH...

Tomorrow is the day.
The start of a never ending dull and empty week.
But nevermind. I will use this week to try and get rid
of my bad habits.
NO MORE VULGAR. NO MORE HORRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

But...



I WILL MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY ~~~~~~~~~




My hp spoiled, kindly state your name when you message me
cause I lost ALL MY CONTACTS.


OOOOOoooooK BYE

Ahhhhhh.
Tired sia ._.
Nooo, can't be lazy.
xD.

Hmm. Just back from school and sending Cherry to town.
I managed to keep awake for nearly the entire bus ride home.

But I fell asleep when the bus reached the interchange.
LOL.
I was dozing off, then when the bus stopped at the interchange,
I actually fell asleep. Then one NP guy shook me up.
I think he from NP cause he board the bus from the car petrol
station there.

Hmm..

Met kaya and dave at akina just now.
Slacked there, DAMN COLD CAN.
LOL

My blood was really boiling.
I know I'm supposed to be rational and stuffs.
But when it comes to things like that, I can't.
Sorry, I know I sound like a typical ah beng, or gangster.
BUT. I just can't forget it.
ARGH.
zZz.
One sin for two to bear.
FUCK.

However, sometimes it feels like what you said is right.......
Hmm....
Now, where's my stand?

OOOOooooK BYE

confusing what is real.

always went so far, but what happened in the end?

just stucked, hollow and alone.

like i'm close to something real,
finding something i've wanted all along.

it's not the way i've imagined in my mind.

i can't justify the way everyone's looking at me.

i'm trying to bend the truth.

so i'm lying away from you.

no, no turning back now.

i better be all alone.

anywhere on my own cause i can see.

the very worst part of you.

is me.

it's easier to run.

replacing this pain with something else.

sometimes i think of letting go and never looking back.

and never moving forward so there will not be a past.

all of the helplessness inside.

pretending i don't feel misplaced.

it's so much simpler than change.

i can't convince you.

just believe this is real.

i can't feel.

the way i did before.

time won't heal.

this damage anymore.

don't turn your back on me.

a little unconfident.

sometimes i don't make sense.

but i'll never have a doubt.

cause whatever i do, i can't convince you.

so just hear me out.

hear me out now.

you gotta listen to me.

like it or not.

right now.

memories consume.

like opening the wound.

you all assume.

i'm safe here in the room.

unless i try to start again.


LOL. Random lyrics from random songs from Linkin Park xD

Worst Day Ever
Simple Plan


Six AM, the clock is ringing.
I need to spend an hour snoozin'
cause I don't think I'm gonna make it.

I punch in, I'm still sleeping.
Watch the clock, but it's not moving.
Cause everyday is never ending.
I need to work, I'm always spending.

And I feel like I'm living the worst day
over and over again.
And I feel like the summer is leaving again.
I feel like I'm living the worst day.
I feel like you're gone.
And every day is the worst day ever.

Yesterday was the worst day ever.
And tomorrow won't be better.
It's history repeating on and on.
Summer plans are gone forever.
I traded them in for dishpan water.
And every day is never ending.
I need to work, I'm always spending.

And I feel like I'm living the worst day
over and over again.
And I feel like the summer is leaving again.
I feel like I'm living the worst day.
I feel like you're gone.
And every day is the worst day ever.

Woah oh.
Everyday is the worst day ever.

It's so long.
(So long)
I can't go on.
It's so long.
(So long)
I can't go on.

And I feel like I'm living the worst day
over and over again.
I feel like the summer is leaving again.
I feel like I'm living the worst day.
I feel like you're gone.
And everyday is the worst day ever.

Woah oh.
Everyday is the worst day ever.

Woah woah oh woah.
Is the worst day ever.
Woah woah oh woah.
Is the worst day ever.
Woah woah oh woah.
Is the worst day ever.
Woah woah oh woah.



My handphone is spoilt.
The correction button spoil already.
Thanks man, it's like I still have another year
to go, and now spoil already.
Please refrain from SMS-ing me cause it's very
hard to type without the correction button.



Nothing is certain.
It's like trial and error.
I've gotten sick of getting errors.

Now I'm bloody sure that I don't understand myself.


OOOOOOooooooK BYE

Duality
Slipknot



I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
If the pain goes on
Aaaaaaaah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Put me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got all I've got is insane
All I've got all I've got is insane
All I've got all I've got is insane!
All I've got all I've got is insane!
All I've got all I've got is insane!
All I've got all I've got is insane!



I push my fingers into MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY eyes(Eyes)
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache(ache)
But it's made of all the things I have to take(Take)
Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside(INSIDE)
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got all I've got is insane
All I've got all I've got is insane
All I've got all I've got is insane!
All I've gotall I've got is insane!

It's like a million letters all jumbled up together.
All I see are the letters " U-N-C-E-R-T-A-I-N "
and " S-T-R-A-N-G-E-R "and finally,
" H-E-S-I-T-A-T-I-O-N "

It's like the same thing happening over and over
again.
It's like you're so far away.
It's like nothing's gonna work out.
It's like this whole pile of shit is stucked here.


Late for the first day of school.
Stucked in a lesson which I don't really understand.
EVERYTHING IS SO MESSY.



FUCKKK LAR

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

THIS
IS
HARDER
THAN
I
THOUGHT
IT
WOULD
BE
_!_



Angels Cry- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Well it's hard to explain but I'll try if you let me
Well its hard to sustain
I'll cry if you let me
This doesn't change the way I feel about you or your place in my life
(please don't cry)
Can't you see I'm dying here?
A shot of broken heart that is chased with fear

Angels cry when stars collide
And I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way

Intentions that were pure have turned obscure
Seconds into hours
Minutes into years
Don't ask me why
(please don't cry)
I cant tell you lies

Angels cry when stars collide
And I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.
[repeat]

My heart burns through
My chest to the floor
Tearing me silently although abruptly
Words cant hide as I'm taking you home
And I tried to see
Tried to understand your words as I'm taking you home

Angels cry when stars collide
And I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way

ooooOOOOOk BYE

I'M BUSY MAPLING.


School starts tomorrow !!
Ahh...

OOOOooooK BYE

This is will be a pretty long post !

First off, I'm finally back from the Camp.
It's like, I wasn't even in the " Camp-Mood "
Was kinda sianz during the first day and the fact
that I didn't know anyone from my group.
But we ended the camp pretty well,
like everyone became more bonded.

I met hell loads of people during the camp.
The camp itself is pretty boring, but my camp mates made
it great. You know, yeah.

We exchanged numbers with group mates and course mates
at the end of it.
Pretty fun.

Ain't gonna list down all the shit we've done, but rather, people
who made the camp fun.

Ali - My group leader. He's fucking awesome. Like, he's always there
when we need him. I don't know why, but when you need him, you
can just turn around, and he'll definitely be there.
And the fact that he took his time off to be with us, like taking care of us and
stuffs, I'm really fucking grateful for that.
(:

Michelle(not sure if I spelled it correctly) - My second group leader aka
Jumper. She's the group leader for 2 groups cause there was a shortage
of manpower or something, can't remember.
I was slacking outside during one of the activities with Shun Li and Hazel.
Then she told us a lot a lot about Poly life and the people we can expect to meet.
She's like so cheerful throughout the camp, and so full of energy.
Thumbs up !

My group

Danial - Great guy, looks like a chinese but he's a malay.
He's the first person that I met that likes only sentimental songs.
Cool dude, we had a long chat together with Yun Da on the last night.

Yun Da - Cool, his drawings are awesome. But he's never without his
Sony MP3, always watching animes. And the most interesting fact
about him is that he bought an album which consists of 4 songs for
40+ bucks !

Eric - He's my buddy in the team, as in, we all have to get a buddy.
He's kinda quiet at times, but very helpful. I always stuff my things
into his bag xD

Hadi - This dude has the same background as me, mum from indonesia and dad
from singapore. He came over like 2 years ago.
Glad he's enjoying himself here. (:

Kumar - Hmm, he's a great camp mate, always full of energy.
Didn't have much interaction with him though.

Moving on to the girls

Cally - She looks just like HweeLing. Serious. I was so damn shocked
when I saw her. Like the actions and everything. She's pretty reserved,
or is it that I didn't talk much with her? Lol. And oh, she likes killing ants.

Wen Qi - Wa, bread stealer. Was talking to her like nearly throughout the
BBQ thingy. Cool, she's damn noisy and I know she's reading it now LOL.

Jan - The only word I can use to describe her is... " Innocent "
She looks so innocent and pure and like, I think she's kinda cute.
But anyway, the food she BBQ-ed are either
1) raw but not burnt
2) burnt but not raw
Oh, and she BBQ nice marshmellows.

Winona( i seriously don't know how to spell her name) - She's from
America, that's all I know. And uh, great work in starting the fire !

As for the rest of the girls in the group, I didn't have much interaction.
There was one, but I seriously can't remember her name.

People from other group :

Tiny red fruit ( Cherry ) - She's pretty special. Her background and stuffs.
And she's my coursemate, which means that I will be seeing her
for the next 3 years of my life. LOL. She seems to be very cheerful, which
is a good thing, CAN ENTERTAIN ME LOL.

Leon - Guy from other group who was sent to my group for lodging.
Cool, had a chat on the last night together with Danial and Yun Da.

Of course there are many more, but we don't have much interaction
because we were in different teams.
BUT ANYWAY, it's great knowing you all.

My lessons start on Monday, which will continue all the way till March 8th or something,
March 9th - 12th is camp. Like overseas camp, to unknown destination.

LONG LONG POST.
(:


OOOOOOOOooooooooK BYE

WOOO.

I bought clothes for CNY liao.

Went to Bugis with kaya today.
Last minute tell me.

Then I took bus to NP.
A LOT OF " AHEM ".
I LIKE.

Then wait for him for around 15minutes.

Took bus to Bugis, the trip is damn fucking long.
zZz.

Then went to OG, we bought Levis jeans.
Then headed to Bugis street and bought clothes from
Recoil. Kaya buy a shirt with " I DON'T CARE, FUCK THIS SHIT "
printed on it. I think is aga aga like that, forgot the original
phrase.

Hmm then walked past zinc, beeleng called me.
O.o. Then she intro backpack.
Haha.

Hmm. Then went home.
Borrowed a bag from Kaya for camp.

Finished packing my bag.
DAMN SIANZ AND HEAVY.

_!_


OOOooooOOOOK BYE

OmG ~!!!

I GOT 12 FOR L1R4 LOLLLLLLL.
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

OMG.
GRATS TO MYSELF <3


ChiBi 2 quite nice sia.
The fighting scenes and stuffs.

Hoho.
NP camp from wednesday to friday.
Wtf.
Camp with a bunch of people whom I don't even know.
Play ice breaker games also.
Ma de, I totally hate it when we have to socialize for the
first time, CAUSE I AM SHY~~
I hope the camp is together with liwei and alyssa.
Like that won't feel so lost.
LOL.

_!_

ANYWAY I WAS HOPING TO SEE SOME PRIMARY SCHOOL
FRIENDS THERE TOO.

Anyway I should be grateful that I got into DPA.
Lucky enough.

OH, and Mr and Mrs Nga, together with Xiao Nga sent me home.
THANKS A LOT.
SAVE MY 45CENTS PLUS WAITING TIME ~

Anyway, grats to everyone who got their desired results.
As for those who didn't, it's okay man, at least you know
you tried your best, nothing to regret !! ( plus the fact that
you won't be getting your written paper back, so you won't fuck
yourself for those careless mistakes that you see )



OOOOOOOOoooooooK BYE

o.O
BACK FROM WEDDING DINNER.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
I received an email from NP.
It's a notification that NP has sent me
an email in their own mailbox.
Like, NPNET.
Then need to log in.

THEN I FUCKING TRIED FOR 20MINUTES BEFORE
I CAN LOG IN, HOPING TO SEE SOMETHING REALLY
NICE LIKE " YOU'VE BEEN CONFIRMED A PLACE IN NP"
BUT WTF, IT WAS AN EMAIL ABOUT THE CANTEENS IN
NP -_-

Sianz.
Results tomorrow ~

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.




Oh, and I saw someone who looked like you,
who looked back at me like she knew me.
For one moment, I thought that could be you.


OOOOoooooK BYE

HOHOHO.

Watched tv for most part of the day.

Pretty boring.
It's 12.48 now.
So tomorrow's result ~

Gonna attend a wedding dinner later.
Woooo.
Hope I kenna those very little people de table.
THEN CAN EAT MORE LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

_!_ SLIPKNOT _!_
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.


WE'LL FINE A WAY...

WHEN ALL HOPE IS GONE !!!


OOOOOooooooK BYE

4.12am right now !!

Waiting for my laobu to wake up to start preparing for the
things for praying.
She's still sleeping sia.
zZz.

Listened to Slipknot for the entire night.

They're awesome.
Slipknot, Avenged Sevenfold and My Chemical Romance
are my favourites ~

Been quite some time since I listened to a chinese song on PC.

MY IPOD SONGS DE NAMES STILL SO MESSY.
-.-

Nevermind, wait till I get my lappy, then I rename everything.
AH.
WORK WORK WORK.

The entire neighbourhood seems very still and quiet.
Out of 10 households, perhaps only 1 is lit.
AND THAT IS MINE ~

Afterall, it's 4 in the morning -.-


RESULTS ON MONDAY.
WOOO.
DON'T NEED TOO GOOD, LET ME INTO NP CAN LIAO.
*PRAYS FUCKING HARD*

OH. My mum finally woke up.

Hohoho.

Rotted for the entire day !!!!
Listening to Slipknot.

I'm loving Psychosocial.
And Before I Forget.
Gematria(The Killing Name).
Bloody nice.

Met kaya for dinner at 10.
Then slacked at basketball court while waiting
for david.
He slow la LOL.

Then chatted for a while.
Then head home !!!



Each time I look back, I have no fucking idea
why I fell so deep.
It doesn't make ANY SENSE.
But anyway, I'm damn glad it's over. <3
LOL.


It's been near a week.
Fate's gonna leave us like how it silently set in
some time ago.


OOOOOOOOOOooooooooK BYE

Well.

Back from dinner with jie, her stead, hang and yan.
Wa seh, jie treat sia.
OMG !!!
HAHAHA.

Then watched ONGBAK2 with hang and yan.
Bloody, bloody and bloody.
Nothing else liao.

Was random-ing songs on my ipod on the way home.
Happened to come across this song !!!




If I Let You Go - Westlife


Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you out of my mind

Nobody knows, I hide it inside

O.O

Sianz.

Rotted for the entire day.
Watch tv, play dota, watch tv, play dota.
Oh, and meals in between.

Results on the 12th !!!
Wooooo.
Make or break day.
FUCKKKKK.

Bleach is fucking awesome.
Episode 201 currently.
Wa sai, damn exciting.


Alright.
Hope I find something to do.
GOODBYE !

PEOPLE = SHIT !!!

WHY I KEEP LISTENING TO SCREAMO?
IT'S BEEN THE 3RD DAY.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

FIVE FIVE FIVE, SIX SIX SIX !!!
MOTHERFUCKERS !!!


OOOOOOOoooooooooK BYE

I felt the hate rise in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I want to run away, you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed

Slipknot - wait and bleed

WA FUCK !!!!!!
CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF SLIPKNOT ~~~~~~


Ohhhh.
Damn boring.
Going out later.
To watch movie and to discuss about class chalet.
I can't believe it's only 250bucks.
Hmm, why so weird de har.
Wooo.



___________________________________________


Hmm. The movie wasn't really nice.
Discussed about the chalet.
Hmm, what activities should we do?
o.O

I'm still listening to Slipknot.
THE MOST FRUSTRATING PART IS THAT I CANNOT
TRANSFER IT INTO MY IPOD.
WTF?!?!



I guess screamo songs are the best now.
<3

I like this song.
Cause it says exactly what's on my mind.
Actually not, I JUST LIKE THIS FUCKING SONG.




Come on!

Here we go again, motherfucker

Come on down, and see the idiot right here
Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care
What's the matter with calamity anyway?
Right? Get the fuck outta my face
Understand that i can't feel anything
It isn't like I wanna sift through the decay
I feel like a wound, like I got a fuckin'
Gun against my head, you live when I'm dead

One more time, mother fucker

Everybody hates me now, so fuck it
Blood's on my face and my hands, and I
Don't know why, I'm not afraid to cry
But that's none of your business
Whose life is it? Get it? See it? Feel it? Eat it?
Spin it around so i can spit in its face
I wanna leave without a trace
Cuz I don't wanna die in this place

People = Shit(x4)
People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)
People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)
People = Shit


Come On!

It never stops - you can't be everything to everyone
Contagion - I'm sittin' at the side of Satan
What do you want from me?
They never told me the failure I was meant to be
Overdo it - don't tell me you blew it
Stop your bitchin' and fight your way through it
I'M - NOT - LIKE - YOU - I - JUST - FUCK - UP

come on mother fucker, everybody has to die
(2x)

People = Shit(x13)
People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)
People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)
People = Shit


OOOOoooooK BYE

OH GOOOOOOOOOD.

Played basketball at bangyan's house today with suihang and nga.
Cool man. Long time never play.
Play for one hour nia then all tired liao.
Laugh until tired.
Then chatted.

Then hang went home while me and nga went to alif.
Eat pratas lor.
Hoho.

Then talked a lot about school, life and future plans.
Of course also about results.
It's been a long time since I last ate with nga.
I've been busy with work and he was overseas.
He's definitely one of the best buddy one can ask for.

Then reached home at 12am.

Oh ya. We plan to organize a class chalet during march.
March 20++.
Should be 3days 2 nights.
Organizers will be me, hang and yan.
MORE INFORMATION SOON.

Gonna watch 7 pound tomorrow with hang and yan.
Hmm, nothing much liao.


Once is coincident,
twice is intentional.
You'll never get it.


OOOOOOOOOOoooooK BYE

o.O

Met bros today.
Other than that, slacked at home.

I wanna sleep early.
But then. Sleep early will wake up early.
Wake up early = don't know what to do.

Some things are really funny.

ooooooooOOOOOOOOOOK BYE

Went to find wils in the afternoon.
Hmm.
Raped the chicken.
Photos at kaya there.

Hmm.
Walked home. Then headed to 3rd aunt de house.
Her grandson 1st month.
A lot of things to eat, but I didn't eat much
cause stomach upset -.-
A lot of things sia.
SUSHI -> WILSON
Got a lot of satay also.

Then went to beauty world.
Laobu want buy clothes for cny for laopeh.

The salesgirl damn zai sia.
Keep intro me shirts/t-shirts.
But none caught my attention.
So sorry for wasting her time ._.

I realized that I'm not close with any cousins except one.
I'm close to my aunts. They always talk to me.

Damn sianz.
Nothing much for the entire day.


What a new year -.-

OOOOOooooooK BYE

Boring.

Slipknot's new album has been out for some time.
GOTTA FIND TIME TO DOWNLOAD.


HOHOHO.
Supper with kaya, dave and ken.
COOL.
Today F4.
F4 while eating, then when we go, we saw
become Ex-Energy.
Then after awhile, become F4.
Slack at basketball court.

Cleaned the kitchen with my mum today.
Damn tiring.
Climb up climb down -.-



If I ask her out on my birthday, will tio reject a not ar?!
LOLLL.
Tio reject on birthday is damn cool sio.

AH WELL.


OOOOoooooK BYE

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
SIAN.
LOLLLLL.

Well well, I SPENT THE FIRST DAY OF 2009 ROTTING.
LIke what sia. -.-.
Woke up at 12, went down to eat with parents.
Then reached home at 2.30.
Bathed for the 2nd time in 3hours, cause the weather
very hot. Then SLEPT <33.
LOL.
Sleep until 6+.
Walk around my house, then suddenly my relatives came.
Siao chiobu.
She is air stewardess.
Chio sia.

Still have to wake up early later !~
It's my great-grandpa de anniversary.
Don't know need to do what, but all I know is that
my laobu cooked a lot of food.
FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.
WOOOOOOO.

Just now some AUNTIE asked me about O's.
Seems like I haven't thought of O's results yet lei.

Won't fail de la hor?
If fail hor, this will be the first misfortune in 16 years.
Don't think so much -.-

If pass liao then song.
But school will start real early though.
Hope still got time to fulfill my new year resolution !!
One only hor, mai siao siao.
xD

Things aren't going too well now, but I believe they will
in future !!!

Quite long since I met HHB.



_!_ bros :

eh when want meet for dinner or something?
very long never 6 people go out liao.
always Mi Lu Bing ( me, dave and kaya) go out one.
i wan fucker six go out.
hahaha
-.-""
DINNER AT SUKI AT SENGKANG or don't know where LIKE NOT BAD SIA.
OR _!_KER WAI TREAT DIAN XIAO ER xD
that time _!_ker ken say de.
hahahaha


Hope you're having sweet dreams now !
Cause I'll dream of you later.
Hahahaha (:


OOOOOOOoooooooooK BYE